"You say you love me but you love her more or your just not ready but you love me..I say okay, it was good to see you again..maybe in another lifeline but in this one I'm tired, you look at me like I'm broken or I just ripped you to pieces and I look at you with tired eyes, I've had enough pain to last me millions of lifelines..you say you love me, I say I'm tired."
"You say hey! I say hi.., you ask what's wrong, and I say nothing. It gets brushed aside when on the inside I'm dying..you never cared, did you? Just liked me for the attention and then told everyone I was crazy or obsessive..you only let me be clingy, but it meant nothing to you. I was nothing.. but I have messages saying otherwise.. you say I'm crazy, but all I did was try to love you.."
"Hey, I got a girlfriend! You said..
I smile and nod. Oh, that's nice, I say..
Turns out she hates me, you hate me, I'm still here, you come back..she's still here but I'm the problem.. whyd you do this to me.."
"Yk.. I think of you a lot.. bet she's prettier, nicer.. I hope you're both happy.. I hope you treat her better, and she treats you better than I could.. I don't love you anymore.. but I think of you still.."
" You say you love me.. I say I'm tired. You said I was pretty, he calls me beautiful.. you used to hug me.. he started hugging me.. I see you watching.. but you never say hi, I know you hear what he says.. we aren't dating, tho. but you have a girlfriend.. you say you love me, I say I'm tired.."
"I wanted to call you last night.. I was crying yesterday and I wanted to call you, ain't that something? You don't even like me no more, and it breaks my heart, but i still want to call you. You have my number blocked, tho, but you keep me on everything else.. I wanted to call you last night..hear your voice again..but you showed up at school..and I looked at you with disgust..you didn't notice..probably for the better. I wanted to call you last night.."
"You used to be my favorite thing in the world.. until you turned cold, and maybe that's my fault.. but I tried so hard until I gave you up.. know it was for the better.. I hope she makes you smile.."
"I met someone.. he lied, were still friends.. I met a girl.. we're just friends.. I met someone.. they don't do romance.. but they don't make me cry.. I have this friend.. he calls me beautiful or gorgeous when he sees me.. hes not my type tho.."
"I love you ... I'm tired.."
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so far this is my life
Non-FictionHey, I'm a 17-year-old girl whose got a sort of chaotic life but maybe not as chaotic as yours... My Name is Sophia, and this is my story, if you don't like it then shut up and go away.
