The fastest way to kill a Someone AndWhy

Chapter 23: Intruders

"Nevermind.."
"You don't want to talk about her?"
"No! I don't wanna talk about the fucking girl that doesn't like me!"
I layed down on the sofa, and let a sigh come out from feeling too upset at what she just asked me.

My stupid bitch therapist was asking me stupid fucking questions again.

She wrote something down in her notepad.

"What are you doing?" "I'm prescribing you medicine Casper." "No! Don't do that!" I tried to stop her, so we argued. "You're having obsessive thoughts Casper."

She put down her pen.

I shrugged like it's wasn't a big deal. "Then what am I supposed to do? Let this go on?"

I walked to the door.

"Then tell me about your dreams?"

I turned around.

"You know what? FUCK YOU! I'm supposed to trust you when you're gonna go run to Myers and tell him whatever the fuck I'm thinking when I'm dreaming of Alice you fucking minnion!"

Then I thought of Chad.

"Yeah! First my blood- Now my FUCKING dreams!"

I was about to slam that door!

"Go to hell! And I miss my old therapist more.. She was better!" Then I left.

Only shutting it.
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I saw Amari and I smiled at her in the hall.. but she just ignored me.

Yeah.. I was in the mood today! I wasn't just going to let her look at me then walk away! So I ran up to her!

"Hey Amari!" I said with a big smile. Still ignoring me, so I apologized.

"Look Mari! I'm not in love with Mono.. My therapist.. She told me it was just obsessive thinking.."

She looked at me crazy when I nicknamed her.

"Henry, I'm really busy.."

I was walking in front of her to slow her down from walking ahead.. but she sped up pretending she had somewhere to go and left me behind. I stood in back of her to say this.. "What, you have to plan your escape from Myers?" People in the hall looked at me when I shouted that.

She walked to me angrily..

"Henry what do you want?" I thought to myself. Nothing came to mind. "I just wanna know what you guys are running from. I have no plans on telling Myers.." I said with a devious smile. "Henry, I don't know what you're talking about?" I thought of something to say out loud while looking around.. "I'm not leaving. Mono is with a few others."

My heart dropped. I was ready to cry.

"Why are you-" "I'm not- It was Mono's idea. She just wants to go home."
My eyes watered.
"Why are you helping her?"
"It's a favor.."

I thought of everything and how it already ended.

I walked away. I told her I wouldn't tell Myers. There was no point.
But I lied.
I didn't make up my mind yet.
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So I got distracted earlier telling you how it goes, so here's how it goes..
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I was depressed in my room eating my lunch. I don't know how I let myself get so caught up in thinking of someone else.

What would you do if you were in my position? A girl you've never got to know, you wished to call the love of your life leaving you forever? Gone?

I had two conflicts going on in my head.

Should I stop Mono?

And Alice.. The dreams I was having of her.. They didn't stop. Every night I dreamt of her.. But Mono was leaving me for good. Someone I thought of who made me think of Alice less. I felt so in pain when I thought of Alice now because it didn't make me feel any better that she was living her life somewhere else and not dead. It didn't give me any relief that she was living a life without me. Mono made all those thoughts and feelings become a lot quieter when I'd think of her. I couldn't let Mono go.
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(Author's narration)
It was Friday. A quiet day for the League. Most people were away on missions.