𝐋𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐥 𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞 | Fem reader x Gojo Satoru

Clearing Things Up

I leave quickly the following morning with a raging headache, in the process having a minimal (yet amicable) interaction with Satoru. As the Uber takes me back home, I think about my situation. I know my initial reason for sleeping with Satoru was frustration and wanting to do something selfish, but I can't ignore this most recent development.

I'm becoming attached. I'm not out of touch with my feelings, and the fact that I felt angry when one of his other women called him yesterday evening proves that I've taken this too far. I said I wanted to feel something, but I want to quit whilst I'm ahead. I'm worried that If I continue to have sex with Satoru whilst he still fucks other women, my jealousy may grow and I might end up getting hurt.

The weird thing is, I know he's getting attached too. The way he called me last night (drunk or not) wasn't the type of call you receive from just a fuck buddy or friend. I've come this far, I was able to satiate my hunger for change and to fulfil a selfish desire, meaning there's no reason for us to continue to the point that our situation causes me pain.

I haven't fallen for Satoru. I don't think I'd go as far to say that, but if I'm giving my all to someone, I want to be their main focus. I'm not going around fucking men other than Satoru like he fucks other women and I know I deserve better than that.

The next Monday morning Satoru enters my office. I give him a friendly smile as he drops off my morning coffee, but he doesn't leave right away. He paces to behind my desk, and I observe him as he stares out of my window. I look away from him and continue with my work, but I feel two hands meet my shoulders from behind.

I continue to type on my laptop as Satoru begins to give me a shoulder massage. I know I said I was distancing myself from him now, but this isn't anywhere close to sex, right? I feel him lean down to my ear as his breath fans my face. I lean away slightly.

"I wanted to see you again at the weekend, but you didn't answer my calls." He whispers in my ear as he continues to massage my shoulders.

"Sorry, I was busy." I tell him and he pauses his movement before removing his hands from my shoulders.

"You couldn't make time for me?" He says and I sigh. Not exactly making this easy, is he?

"Sorry Satoru." I say and I feel him lean back down to my level. I feel his breath against my face once again, and he loops one of his arms over my front, pulling me back in my chair as he does so. He begins to place small kisses up and down my neck before whispering in my ear again.

"It's okay, you can make it up to me this evening." He says and I look up at the door nervously as he continues to kiss my neck.

"Satoru... stop, what if someone walks in?" I say, reaching away from my laptop to pull his hands away from my neck. "And I can't do this evening." I add as I turn to look back up at him.

His brow is slightly furrowed with a disappointed look, but he manages to wipe this emotion off his face quickly. Satoru shrugs his shoulders. "Fine." He says as he walks to the exit of my office before leaving. He's definitely got the hint now, I've 100% ruined things like I wanted to. Yes, definitely like I wanted to.

I fold my arms against my desk and lean my head on them in frustration. I know it's for the best, but I can't deny the fact that I'm sad I'll never get to sleep with Satoru again. Oh well, I didn't like the fact I wasn't his only woman so I guess I'd rather not be with him than have to compete for his attention.

I decide to go to the break room for some lunch and to de-stress. As I walk in, I see Geto making a coffee at the counter. I smile at him and he does the same to me as I grab my salad out of the fridge. I bring it to the table next to him where he is preparing his drink.