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I am nothing

"The worst goodbye is the one you never thought you'd have to say"

"The worst goodbye is the one you never thought you'd have to say"

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Tommy's POV

"He's real..." she muttered, taking another step back
"Yeah" I said
She looked at the floor, stumbling back as she hit the door
Before she disappeared into the hallway, struggling to breathe
"Dove" Alfie tried
"No. Stay here" I said, following her

"Mariana" I called
Following her outside
She stumbled down the steps, walking out into the beach, before she crumbled to the floor
Ollie came out after me
Watching her, crying into the sand
Her body racking with sobs
"Tommy" he said worriedly

"Mar" I said warily
Her sobs became silent momentarily as she gasped for air.
"Mar" I said again, nearing her
"Stay away from me" she screamed
"Stay away" she cried, holding her hair tightly, falling back into the ground.

"I... we're sorry" Ollie said
"Sorry! Sorry he's... oh my god" she cried, looking out to the sea
"Oh my god" she whispered, closing her eyes
"Come back inside pleas-"
"Leave me alone" she said quietly

I didn't know what to say
I couldn't find the words
What words were there?
"Just... leave me alone" she said, slowly standing, walking in the other direction
"Mar-"
"Listen to her Tommy" Alfie said, appearing on the balcony

"Let her be" he said
All of us watching as she walked away from us
Slowly
Sadly
Broken

Mariana's POV

I don't know how long ago I left
When I found this old barn
I didn't know when it had started raining
All I knew was... Alfie was alive
Alfie was alive? This entire time...

He never came back. He never... he never told me
In four years
Four fucking years
It couldn't be true. It couldn't be
That would mean he... he left us.
He chose to leave us
To stay dead

It means my Charlotte is...
She's alone
It means me and my boys grieved a man who never died.
We visit a grave... who's in that grave?

Have I been going to an empty grave?

He's not dead... he's not dead...

Alfie's POV

That went a lot worse than I had intended it to
She was grieving
She always seemed to be grieving
My poor darling.
Always losing people

And here I was
Turning up like some cunt she really didn't need right now.

"She'll calm down" Tommy said.
"Don't you think you should go then? Your bits done mate" I said
"No" he said
"Not until I know she's alright" he said

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