Peter
A week later, I was preparing to take Y/n to the Avengers. It was 11pm, and she'd gotten a lot more comfortable with me being around. I think... I think she's enjoying having me around. She took me to work with her every day, and we'd even gone shopping together. That night, Y/n was curled up on the sofa, putting on Netflix. We'd been watching The Queens Gambit, and I'd really hoped we could reach the end of the series before I turned Y/n in. I slipped the needle into my hoodie pocket and checked my phone.
NatashaRomanoff
Peter are you ready?
You
Yeah. I'll message you when I've done it.
Mr Stark
Kid, I know you've gotten to like her but she can't do this on her own.
You
You dont know how much I love her. You dont know anything about her.
NatashaRomanoff
Peter, you and Y/n will get to be together again. We just need to take down HYDRA and she's our best bet.
You
I'll msg you later. We're watching an hour episode of something first. I'll do it at the end.
Mr Stark
I'm sorry Peter, good luck.
You
Thanks Mr Stark
I put my phone away as I took the ready-meals out of the microwave. I hated this. Guilt racked me as I knew what I had to do. Two weeks ago I wouldn't have hesitated, but now? I'd rather stop being Spider-man than betray Y/n like this. I grabbed some cutlery from the kitchen drawer and took the meals into the living room.
"Hey Pete," Y/n greeted me softly.
I smiled slightly as I gave her her meal.
"Hey Y/n/n," I replied. "Have you found it?"
Y/n nodded.
Y/n
I could tell something was wrong with Peter. Although I was trying my best to figure out what, he kept hiding it. We turned the 2nd to last episode of The Queens Gambit on as we ate our ready meal spaghetti.
Peter
I couldn't concentrate on what we were watching. I tried my best, but I couldn't. I put my bowl on the floor when I'd eaten, then shuffled closer to Y/n who was finishing her food. When she'd finished, she put her bowl down. Without warning and very unexpectedly, Y/n cuddled up to me. She put her head in my chest and I felt the all too familiar flutter again. I loved her so much now. She was so sweet on the inside, despite her cold and intimidating outside. I began to play with her hair and I heard her giggle quietly as I accidentally pulled it. I looked down at her.
"I like it when you play with my hair," Y/n whispered quietly.
I smiled. I could feel her body heat as she laid against me and I continued to subconsciously play with her hair. Then, the guilt, anxiety and regret flooded back into me as I saw that the episode was nearly over. Peter! Just tell her that you love her! No! She'll think I'm lying! Just don't take her to the Avengers! Thoughts rushed into my head as I gritted my teeth. I glanced at the clock. 5 minutes left. Y/n was calmly watching the telly, clearly enjoying the show. 2 minutes left.
"Y/n?" I asked.
She looked up at me.
"I- I love you," I finally admitted.
What will she say? Did I say the wrong thing?
"I-" Y/n looked taken aback.
Oh god Peter, you really screwed up!
As these thoughts ran through my head, I felt her kiss me softly on my lips.
"Y-y/n!" I gasped.
She was blushing. I didn't need her to tell me. Her body language was screaming 'I love you too'. For a moment, I gazed at her. Her stare into my eyes was intense. I couldn't stop myself. I pulled her towards my face and kissed her. Y/n put her hands around the back of my neck as she didn't pull back. Eventually, I pulled out of the kiss as the episode ended. Guilt overcame me as I discreetly pulled out the needle. Now or never. I hated myself for it. But it needed to be done. Y/n sat up, still with her hands gently wrapped around the back of my neck.
"Y/n..." I began. "I love you so much."
"I know," she replied, smiling.
She clearly didn't suspect anything.
"I'm sorry Y/n."
"Wha-"
I stabbed the needle into her neck and injected the sedative. Y/n almost immediately fell limp. Her body laid over my lap. She struggled to stay awake.
"Peter..." I could tell that this whisper was exhausting.
The tears began to stream down my face.
"I'm sorry Y/n!" I cried, burying my head in her neck.
"I forgive," she rasped almost inaudibly. "I've liked you for a long time Peter."
"Y/n, I had to do this! Please, I love you!"
Through all my tears and pain, I didn't realise she was calm about it. Using what energy she had, she reached her hand upwards and put it on my cheek.
"Whatever you do, I won't ever hold you responsible," she continued.
"Why? I messed up your mission in the first place."
"Maybe. But I'm glad now."
The sedative was acting fast. Y/n's hand dropped from my face. Her eyelids drooped.
"I'll make sure they are kind to you," I promised. "I promise on my life."
Y/n fell silent. I thought she'd fallen asleep. Then, came the whisper that was full of emotion.
"I love you too Peter Parker."
Then, she really fell asleep. I shook her, but there was no response. I sobbed as I pulled out my phone.
It's done.
I'd just turned in the love of my life, and I felt awful about it.
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