Silver Belladonna (Jaune Arc x oc)

5 - "Hmmm, he's always hated me"

I let out a deep breathe. We've been training the faunas of menagerie and in that time I realised I hadn't apologised to Blake for everything.

Here goes nothing.

Knock
Knock

"Come in" I hear my sister let out
"Blake"
"Silver"
I take another deep breathe, I head over to her and sit next to her on her bed
"I'm sorry" I simply apologise
"For what?" She asks confused
"You were right about Ilia, I let my emotions get the better of me." I pause "I hate Crimson more than anyone or anything but I hate him most because I still care about him a little at least, he was a big part of my life and the fact that he could hurt me as bad as he did, I want to believe he's evil, I have to to keep myself sane" I take another deep breathe "when I first left him I thought he was messed up in the head and needed help but after what he did to Lav, I didn't even think he could do that. Ilia's his sister, I suppose I couldn't differentiate my hatred for him from her."

"I'm sorry to, I never stopped to think how hard it could be for you to trust me to trust her after what you saw her brother do" I smile sadly and we both initiate a long awaited hug.

"I love you" I whisper
"I love you to" she whispers back

"Whilst we're on an incredibly uncomfortable topic there is something that I've been meaning to mention. It's kind of odd and very random but I don't know what it means"
"What?" Saphy appears at the door
"Come in and shut the door" i demand, she shrugs, flicks her curly hair out of her face and pushes the door shut sitting on Blake's desk chair opposite us. "I've been having these odd and uncomfortable dreams"
"About?" Saph drags out the question
"Someone we went to Beacon with" Blake frown at this
"Who?" Blake questions
"A guy?" Saphy asks
"Yes, it's Erm" I put my head in my hands before whispering his name, but I say it so quietly they don't hear me
"Who?" They chorus
"Ark" Blake's eyes go infinitely wider and her mouth hangs open
I look around the room feeling more and more uncomfortable
"Jaune?" My sister reiterates, checking she's heard me right
"Yeah"
"Ooohhhh, what type of dreams?" Saphy asks
"No,no,no! I'm not going there, look all I'm saying is I've been having non stop dreams involving him" Blake tries to hold in a laugh, failing miserably
"Oooh" Saphy winks
"Not like that!" I snap shaking my head at her "nothing intimate, just odd dreams where he always shows up"
"You like Jaune?"
"No!" I pause "I don't know, I just thought it was odd"
"Anyones got to be better than Crimson" Saphy comments
"If you think about it Jaune's the opposite of Crimson, he's ridiculously innocent, and he's nice to everyone and trusts everyone" Blake wonders aloud
"Aww you'd be perfect together, Silver the girl who doesn't trust easily and Jaune the boy who trusts everyone. I see it" Saphy gushes
"You've never even met him" I shake my head
"Don't need to" she shrugs
"She's got a point, you could help him with his training and you'd back him up and protect him and he'd try to keep you out of trouble" Blake tilts her head
"Awww yeah I can just imagine him running over to place his hand over your mouth to stop you making a bad comment" she chuckles
"Argh" I roll my eyes "I don't know why I thought telling you two would help" I get up to leave

"Silver Ark!" Saphy calls
"Has a nice ring to it" Blake adds on
"I hate you both!" I call as I head downstairs

"Silver!"
"Sunny" I head over to the sink to get a drink of water
"Your friend Ilia is ridiculously skilled" he rubs his back
"Firstly, she's not my friend, secondly, yes she is very skilled I trained with her alongside Blake in the White Fang" I turn around once I've downed the glass of water "besides why are you training with her anyway?" I ask
"She wanted to get in some training and no one would do it, well apart from Blake but she was busy at the time" i hum "you think we'll be able to stop Adam and Crimson?" He asks, I look up at his hopeful face
"I wish I could say yes for definite but I'm not sure how far Crimson will go" I answer truthfully
"And Adam?" He questions
"Honestly, I've always thought Adam was a psychopath and that's not changed, I'm almost positive that he'll try to slit my throat" i state emotionless
"Seriously?!" He raises his voice surprised by my answer
"Hmmm, he's always hated me"
"Why?"
"He knew that I didn't approve of him for Blake" I pause "it doesn't take much to get on his bad side" I shrug. Sunny swallows thickly, at first I think it's because he's nervous but then he goes to ask me something else
"Does, does Blake still, you know, like him?" I snort
"If she has any sense she wouldn't" I chuckle "why? You jealous?" I raise my eyebrows, a smirk dawning my face
"Shut up" he playfully punches me but I can see a slight tint of pink appear across his cheeks
"If it helps, I approve of you for my sister" i pat him on the back and walk out before he can say anything