Worlds Collide: Multiverse of Y/N

Chapter 8 • Care (FFAF)

❥Warning:
Includes strong language and blood.

-Y/N's POV (Falling For A Fan)-
I spent 3 days in the hospital like I did the first time around.

In those few days, no one visited me except for my father. Even when he did visit, he barely spoke to me. But, he did get me anything I needed, which I appreciated.

Safe to say, it was very awkward between us.

Since he left my life when I was a child, I didn't know anything about him. The last time we spoke, he went off on me, along with my horrible mother. I didn't care to have a relationship with him now. I did before, but now after seeing and hearing everything, I didn't care like I used to.

I always wanted my father to come back, but now that he was back, all because of a stupid stone, I started believing it was actually better with him gone. My mother still acted the same way, so it didn't matter.

My father told me that he was the one who saved me, and it made me hate him more.

I didn't stay behind at my apartment the night of the accident because I was out trying to fix my father's mistake of forgetting their anniversary, when it was his responsibility to be a good husband, but he blamed his faulty actions on his daughter instead.

If I had put myself first instead of him, then none of this would've been messed up. It was my own fault for trusting Dream, it was my own fault for leaving my headphones behind at the cafe, it's my fault Clay doesn't love me anymore.

Nothing mattered anymore.

So once I was ready to leave the hospital after the 3rd day, my father drove me to my apartment. The ride there was dead silent, until he spoke up after a few minutes.

DAD:
"Why did you do it...?" He asked lowly while staring at the road ahead of him.

Y/N:
"Cause I wanted to..." I glared out the window beside me.

DAD:
"Why?"

Y/N:
"Hm, not sure. Maybe it's because you and Mom told me to my face how much of a disgrace I am, how irresponsible I am, how much you'd rather have a son because he wouldn't be like me." I nodded slowly, "And maybe I met someone amazing and ruined it all...I'm 100% your daughter that's for sure...don't worry though, I'll try making better choices to make your life easier since I'm such a burden to you..."

He swallowed hard while narrowing his gaze at the road.

DAD:
"You're not a burden to me, Y/N...I just want you to make better choices..."

I scoffed while shaking my head, knowing he didn't truly mean it.

DAD:
"Your mother didn't care when she saw you on the bathroom floor..."

I rolled my eyes while clenching my jaw.

Y/N:
"Not surprised...she abused me for years after you left..." I mumbled under my breath, he didn't hear me.

DAD:
"Y/N, I cared...I'm the one who saved you after all..."

Y/N:
"Why did you?" I shot my head to him, "I'm nothing but a burden to you and you know that. Why would you save me if you want me gone??"

DAD:
"Cause I don't want you gone—" He snapped his head to me, raising his voice, "I've never thought you were a burden—"

I chuckled while shaking my head in annoyance.

Y/N:
"Yeah right."

DAD:
"It's true—"

Y/N:
"If it's true then why'd you leave me?!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.