Chapter 17 • Stay (FFAF)

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❥Warning:
Includes strong language and eating disorder.

-Y/N's POV (Falling For A Fan)-
It was weird getting used to my new normal since I didn't eat for a couple of weeks. Eating again felt hard to do, but it was easier with Clay by my side.

Everyday he came over to my apartment to cook for me. He made sure I ate all of my meals and snacks, and made me feel good about it. Clay made me feel safe, and human in this.

Reminding me one of the thousands of ways why I fell in love with him in the first place.

Day by day when I looked at myself in the mirror, I started seeing more meat on my bones. Slowly, I began seeing my old, healthy self again. I didn't love it, nor did I hate it.

But God, I loved the way Clay leaned against the doorway and stared at my reflection in admiration and with pride. His smile was everything to me.

Throughout this journey, he's taught me how to love myself again without even trying. It was amazing, the things he did for me. He was truly my guardian angel.

During this month, we've gotten closer as "friends", and even though Lia told me Clay had a crush on me, a part of me still didn't believe it. After all, I haven't done anything to make him see me in a different light, so I couldn't understand.

I barely understood why he fell for me the first time.

Now, it was a new day. Unfortunately, George received a bad call that his parents were in an accident, which meant he had to fly back to the UK. So, Clay and Nick were going with him for moral support.

Which meant that I wouldn't be seeing Clay for a week.

When Clay told me, I was sad, but I tried my best to hide it. Even so, he told me to text him anytime whenever I needed him. I appreciated that greatly.

After Lia and I said our goodbyes to them at Clay's apartment, we parted ways. Even though things were better, they weren't 100% better with Lia. But, I knew eventually we would get back to a good place, even though it wouldn't be for a while.

So, with Clay, George and Nick at the airport, and with Lia and I not being in the best place, I decided to walk in nature to clear my head over my sad thoughts about Clay leaving.

What I didn't expect to see on my walk down the street however, was my father kissing another woman who wasn't my mother. He had his arm wrapped around her with a smile.

That was, until he turned his head and met my eyes. Seeing him like that made me freeze with widened eyes. Once my father realized I was watching, his eyes widened too.

DAD:
"Y/N, I can explain..."

The woman's brows furrowed at us.

WOMAN:
"Who is this, hun?" She asked my father.

Y/N:
"I'm his daughter, unfortunately." I sighed while lowering my showers.

WOMAN:
"You have a daughter??" Her eyes widened.

Y/N:
"He also has a wife." I pressed my lips together.

WOMAN:
"What?!" She raised her voice.

DAD:
"Not a good one, to be fair—" He said awkwardly.

The woman scoffed and walked away, making my father sigh, then walk to me.

DAD:
"Please don't tell your mother."

Y/N:
"Don't worry, I don't care enough about her to. Besides, I doubt she'd even divorce you anyways since she's a money obsessed bitch..." I shook my head while looking away.

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