dom Natasha x Wanda, sub Y/n

108. Hurting

Nat - wanda came downstairs and said she wanted to talk. To say I don't know what she is talking about would be a lie. I sit at the kitchen island and look at wanda. I sigh and say, I know I fucked up super bad and I want to make it up to her but I'm not exactly sure how to do that if she can't even be around me or look at me.

Wanda - I shrug and say, I'm not sure how I can help you but what I think you should do is go over to Maria's and the girls for a little while. Let y/n think it over some and when she is ready I'll have you come back and we can all talk. I feel like that is the best option right now. What you did was way out of line and you broke her. So you stay down here, I'll pack a bag for you and then bring it down. If she is up then I'll ask what she wants to happen and I'll let you know or if she is up to it, she'll tell you.

Nat - I frown but say, I don't want to leave.. I know I messed up horribly. I let my worry for Lena get in the way of seeing that she was telling the truth. I screwed up. I want to talk to her alone and apologize for what I did. I know she probably doesn't trust me right now and that she is scared of me because of how I reacted. But I'm still her girlfriend and her daddy.

Wanda - no as of right now you are not. You are the person she is scared of and she no longer knows what to feel. You know when I was trying to calm her down after you left the room she was like how we first met her. She didn't have any emotion in her eyes and she was so far away in her mind she didn't know I was there. That's how you treated her. You treated her just like Sharon, just like loki and now she doesn't know if she can be around you because of how you were. I'm not sure what to do because I want to be there for her and help her, but I also want to be here with you and beat your ass for how you treated her. So what I say is going to happen until y/n tells me otherwise. You will be leaving, you can stay with maria and kate and Lena or you can go to the tower or you can go to a hotel for all I care just give her space.

Nat - as Wanda is telling me everything and how I made you act like how you were when we first hot you, it hurt, but I can understand why Wanda is acting like this. I mean I deserve it. When Wanda is done ranting, I just nod my head and agree knowing that if I stayed anymore I probably wouldn't have a relationship with either of you. Hopefully a few days away will be all that's needed. I look to wanda and say, okay I'll go. I'll go to the nearest hotel and if you need me or if she needs me, please call me. I see wanda nod so I get up and see wanda go upstairs. She soon comes downstairs with a duffle bag and hands it to me. I whisper, I'm sorry, I love you both. And with that I walk out of the house and book a hotel that about 20 minutes away.

Wanda - I sigh and go around the house making sure everything is locked and clean up a little bit before making my way back upstairs. I walk into our room and smile seeing you sitting up in bed. I whisper, hi baby, how are you feeling right now?

Y/n - I smile when seeing wanda and frown a little when she asks me how I'm doing. I look down and shrug. I don't know. I'm hurting a little physically and a lot emotionally. I'm not sure how to feel anymore.

Wanda - that's okay baby. It's okay to not know how to feel. Do you want me to put more pain cream on you? It might help. And then we can cuddle and watch whatever you want my love. I'm here for whatever you need.

Y/n - I nod my head and say, cream with food and cuddles please. I say looking at wanda with a pout. I see her smile and walk towards me and lean in to kiss my head. I smile and watch as she walks to the bathroom grabbing the cream again. I sigh and lay on my stomach so she can rub the cream on my bottom.

Wanda - I walk into the bathroom and find the cream, when I walk back into the bedroom I stop in my tracks seeing you on your stomach with a pretty view left for just me to see. I walk closer and say, such a pretty view just for me isn't that right sweetheart?

Y/n - I jump a little not expecting wanda just yet and smile when I take in what she said. I look back and say, always for you mama but right now I just need cream. Please.

Wanda - I chuckle and nod my head. I know baby. I'm just as much yours as you are mine. Now, let get this very hurt bottom back to feeling better. I'll make us some food after and then we can cuddle after we eat. Does that sound like a plan bubba?

Y/n - I nod my head and lay back down. Sounds good mama. I say with a soft smile. I then start thinking about nat and what I should do about that now. I sigh in relief when I feel wanda rubbing the lotion in. Wanda?

Wanda - yes baby. What's going on in the beautiful mind of yours sweetheart?

Y/n - I want to try and make this work with nat but if I can't would you still stay with me or would you go with nat? Because before I joined the relationship you both were together.

Wanda - hmm I'm not sure baby. I'd want to be with the both of you but if it somehow didn't work then we'd still be friends. I'm with you always baby. Nat will be fine.

Y/n - I tear up and say, you'd leave nat and be with me? I see her nod and say, I don't want that to happen. I want us all to be together. I love the both of you so much. I'll try to get through this. I don't want to break up with either of you. Especially you since you haven't don't anything like what nat did.

Wanda - baby breathe. We can tackle whatever it is together. You're not alone okay. But if you want to do this alone then I'll stand back but I will always be here for you. Plus you don't need to think about it tonight. Understand me?

Y/n - yes ma'am. Can I have your sweatpants? I see wanda nod and get up to grab me a pair. I sigh in content and say, I love you wanda.

Wanda - I love you too bubba. So so much.

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