NOT A RIVALRY

Chapter 50

Chapter 50

LIFE truly is full of surprises, it works in a mysterious ways, and sometimes a rollercoaster ride. It doesn't mean what you have or what you feel today will be that same in the future. Along the way everyone experience what they called changes. You are what you're today but who knows if you're still the same in the future.

The only constant in life is change according to Heraclitus, so change is really inevitable as we all face changes every day.

In Noah's case, he could say he really change a lot. Who would have thought he could love a man, not to mention a man he recognized as a rival?

He used to believed that he really don't like Callen, his insecurities proved it to him. But it turns out he actually don't hate him, he just made himself believed that he actually don't like someone like Kyng Callen. He truly was an in denial motherfucker back then.

Noah also believed that he's into women, never in his life he thought he would wake up one day saying I love to someone whose same gender as him. But look at him, he actually ended up falling to a man.

He denied his feelings a lot of times. He always made his insecurities to Callen as an excused. But that excuse wasn't enough as the truth came knocking at him day by day. The truth was actually just right in, he just refused to acknowledge it.

Here's a proof— If Callen used to watched him from afar, then Noah went to the extent of stalking Kyng Callen. One of the reasons why he knew a lot about his hon.

Those who knew him says he really change, and he really does. But this changes of him, he could say he regret nothing at all. He's happy of what he Callen have now.

Ever since they became together, Noah don't know what to do without Callen, he couldn't see himself without his hon. Masyado siyang sinanay ng kasintahan to the point na naka depende na siya dito.

Noong wala pa si Callen kahit tatamad-tamad siya kaya naman niyang magluto o gumawa ng mga gawaing bahay, pero ngayon lahat ay ang kasintahan na ang gumagawa. Masyado siyang ini-spoiled ni Callen at nasanay na siya dito.

It may sound exaggerating but Noah find it hard to live without his hon. He used to cringed hearing the phrase 'I can't live without you' from a loving couple, but here he is, he didn't know this could happen to him one day.

Napaka maalaga sa kanya ang kasintahan, kahit wala ito sa tabi niya ay ramdam na ramdam pa rin niya ang pag-aalala nito. Minsan napapatanong nalang siya sa sarili kung deserve pa ba niya ito.

Did he saved an entire nation in his past life for him to have Callen?

Noah pull out from his reverie when someone fake a cough to clearly caught his attention.

"A penny for your thoughts?"

Napakurap si Noah at napagtantong napalalim pala ang pag-iisip niya. Muntik na niyang makalimutang nasa library pa pala siya kasama ang isa sa Vitale triplets.

Gumagawa siya ng activity na by pair dapat, partner niya si Gab as usual. At dahil abala ang dalaga sa nalalapit na election of SSC officers, inako na niya ang paggawa ng activity, total may kasalanan din siya kung bakit isa si Gab ngayon sa candidate for president. Buti nga pumayag na ito, kung ang activity naman ang pag-uusapan walang problema iyon sa kanya, willing siyang gawin ang activities nito habang abala ito.

Habang abala siyang gumagawa ng activity kanina ay dumating naman si Charles. Hindi man halata pero tambay talaga ang isang ito sa library.

Nagkibit balikat siya kapagkuwan ay napabuntong hininga. "I'm just thinking about what else I can do to make Callen happy. Between the two of us, it's always been him exerting so much effort, I've never done anything for him." He blurted out honestly.