Goodbye Troyler // EDITING

15.) You what?

Tyler POV

What was I gonna say to my mother. She had made it very clear on how she felt toward Troyler.

" He is very cute boy and he seems like a very nice young man. But him being young overtakes everything. He has so much to still discover and your almost ready to settle down. Don't take away his freedom." She has said to me.

My mom was a intelligent woman and I love her to death so of course I have thought about what she said every day of my life. When I wake up next to him, I wonder if I'm holding him back and ruining his chances of just dating and partying. I have had my adventures it would be very wrong of me to hold him from his.

Then he smiles at me, Or he laughs like he always used to. The one where he throws his head back and forgets about how much he hates to smile with his teeth. Which doesn't make sense considering he has such perfect ones. And his eyes crinkle when he giggles and completely shuts when he's laughing.

My laugh alone makes him grin and usually I would get upset considering my insecurity about my laugh, but he makes me feel special. The 'witch cackle' as he refers to it is different when it's because of him. It seems more real.

I forget about what my mom says because it doesn't seem to matter anymore. To me I believe I make him happy and I think I need to keep him for my selfless reasons.

Mom and Troye have never officially met in person so I'm not sure what she's going to take of it. But I'm not gonna hide my relationship. That means your embarrassed or not brave enough to show off your significant other and trust me when I say.. I want to show the whole universe the prize that I won.

I was dating the most gorgeous, amazing, talented, kind human being I have ever came across, and will ever come across. He was my everything and I mentally slap myself thinking about how long I wasn't with him.

Every heart break, every break up makes sense to me now. They weren't the ones that I needed to be with, Troye was. And I should have listened to my elders when they said that I would find love someday. 2 years ago was that someday.

This afternoon the two most important people in my life are going to meet and I don't know if I should laugh or cry. Laughing because I'm nervous and crying because I'm so happy. Let's just hope that this goes well.

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"She's here." Troye yelled from the living room. He sprinted into the kitchen and was actually shaking. Looking like he was about to get on stage and sing. " I'm so nervous Tilly."

I wrapped him in my arms and kissed his cheek. " Don't be. She has to love you, because I do. Your amazing and just be yourself. The rest will all come with."

The sound of knocking on the door, showed that her physical ability has grown a lot from last time. Climbing the stairs like a Olympic runner.

" Mom! I'm so glad you could come." I said pulling her into a hug.

" Yes it was my pleasure." She said glancing around the room. I'm guessing she was looking for Troye who may or may not have been hyperventilating in the other room.

" Excited to meet Ellen?" I asked trying to distract her from her search.

" Not as excited as I am about meeting Troye. Where is that boy." My mother asked.

I was about to answer when he walked into the living room.

" Hi. I can't believe I'm finally getting to meet you." Troye spoke walking closer.

" It's my honor. Your such a talented boy and I understand why Tyler is so fond of you." She said pulling him into a hug. Her hugs were like magic, and I hope that Troye felt it too.

I saw his shoulders relax around her and a smile appear on his face. His blush was covering his face probably because I was giving a huge grin in his direction.

We sat down before we had to leave to go to the Ellen show which I was extremely excited about.

Mom, Troye and I chatted a little about our plans that were coming. I spoke about Binge Book and Troye about his Album. The way light appeared to his eyes when he mentioned music. You could tell that it was made for him. Youtuber, Actor, Singer, Model, and professional toe weaver were some of his amazing traits. But I had a couple I could add to the list. Worlds Most Attractive Human, Amazing Kisser, incredible Hugger.. I could go on for hours. And that's just the PG part of the list. | :o |

My eyes never left his face. He continued talking to my mother and I watched him. From a bystander it would be creepy. But for me.. He was my Life, Love and Happiness.

I didn't realize my mom had caught me staring. " I love the way you look at him Tyler. No wonder the fans think you guys are more then friends."

Biting my lip, I was nervous how my mother was going to react to the news. It could either be amazing, or quite awkward..

" Well Actually.." I paused grabbing his hand. His calm eyes met mine. Taking a deep breath I continued. " We are dating."

For the first time I admitted to someone other then that fan that this was in fact real. We were at a moment of no return, I already said the words that could make or break us.

Her eyes were on our intertwined hands and she stayed silent. Shocked would be a understatement. But upset wouldn't quite qualify either. The beam she soon gave, justified that.

" Your kidding right?" She stated. Giving a confused glare, I shook my head, holding Troyes hand tighter.

" I'm serious mom. I love him so much it hurts."

Her face fell flat. Well that's gives us a answer, she didn't approve. I can't believe my -

She fired at us and jumped on our bodies pulling us into a group hug. Her laugh filled the room and tears were starting to sprout from her eyes. What was going on..?

" I'm so proud of you Tyler. Love is not following what everyone else thinks. It's about doing what you think is right and listening to your heart. Placing the Bomb in your head thinking I didn't approve would only make you think about it more. You knew that I might not approve and you took a chance. That's love, chances." She cried into our shoulders.

" Troye Sivan, I have always loved you to the extreme. I don't think anyone realized how hard I ship Troyler. Wanna know a secret?" She said glancing at me and back at Troye. She whispered in his ear and he bursted into laughter.

" No you do not." He giggled.

" I do I'm serious.." My mom said and I wanted to know the secret more than life. " Wanna know Tyler?"

" Yes." I screamed with a high pitch voice.

Troye was shaking his head with a grin and my moms straight face showed she wasn't lying. " I run a Troyler fan account on Twitter.."