at dahil may pa-ayuda today si itay, sinipag ako hihi
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I woke up to find Michelle gone. Checking the time, I saw it was only 6:32 am.
Why on earth is she up so early?
I tried going back to sleep, but for some reason, I couldn't anymore. I miss Michelle's warmth so badly. The bed feels so cold and empty without her.
So I just decided to go down and find her, which didn't take too long for me to do because as soon as I got down, I saw Rhian and her in the living room. Michelle is sitting on the sofa, Rhian nestled comfortably on her lap. Rhian bursts into a fits of giggle as Michelle says something to her.
A bitter taste fills my mouth, and my heart drops a little but I ignore it.
God, I wanna die.
I back away and speed walks the rest of the way back to the guest room, shutting the door with a little more force than necessary.
I collapse on the bed, screaming against the pillow in frustration.
Why the hell am I even feeling like this? This feels so childish and pathetic.
A knock on the door comes and in an instant, I knew it was Michelle.
"Go away." I say, voice muffled by the pillow.
I hear the door open, and I glare at her.
"My God. Why so grumpy?" she replies, a playful grin tugging on her lips.
"Whatever" I say, reaching for my phone to divert my attention into it instead.
She lays beside me, poking me in the cheek. "How are you up so early?"
"You weren't here when I woke up. Didn't know you and your wifey likes to spend a lot of time with each other in the mornings." I mutter, eyes still glued on my phone.
She lets out a chuckle, gently resting her head on my shoulder. "We just needed to talk about something. Don't be jelly jelly anymore. I'm all yours now."
I fight back a grin, pulling away from her a little, pretending to be unfazed. "You better be. I don't like sharing."
She smiles, snaking her arms around my waist, as we fall into a comfortable silence.
The silence made my mind wander. I knew that the usual playful banter was a facade. The crack between us will not disappear just like that. I knew that the easy intimacy was a desperate attempt to paper over the damage that I had caused.
"Michelle" I whisper, my voice barely audible. A hum escapes her lips in response, drawing my gaze to her face. I search her eyes, desperate for an answer.
"Are we okay?" I manage to speak, suddenly feeling a lump in my throat.
A tense silence fills the air, heavy with unspoken words. Finally, she spoke, her voice barely a whisper, mirroring the vulnerability of mine.
"I...I don't know." and it broke my heart.
But I understood.
I reach for her hand, rubbing circles, an unspoken way of me thanking her for being honest and a silent promise. A promise to earn back her trust.
"I'm sorry." I whisper, feeling tears welling up in my eyes.
In response, she tightens her grip on my hand, gently giving it a peck, a silent gesture that spoke volumes. And that was enough for me.
We fell into a yet another comfortable silence, as I feel my eyes starting to get heavy. Beside me, Michelle also seemed on the verge of sleep until her phone vibrated.
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Fanfictionlalandian lang sila rito ano pang gusto niyong sabihin ko? charot. ... Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. The author's portrayal of real characters are purely based on imagination and personal knowledge.