𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓗𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓭-𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮

Jiraiya's POV

I looked down at y/n's corpse, even when she had the rods in her, she looked peaceful, serene if you will, I couldn't help but blame myself for what has happened to her, I should have just left when Ma nd Pa told me.

"Jiraiya, we need to lay her to rest" Tsuande told me as she laid a hand on my back

It had been 20 minutes since Tsuande discovered what happened, I have yet to let Y/n go, I was hoping that she wasn't actually dead, that she'll at least move, but that hasn't come, the girl was still as lifeless as ever.

"We can't bury her, her grave would surely be robbed, where will we put her?" I asked as I looked at Tsunade

"She'll go in the Hokage mansion, where I can keep an eye on here, I'll have a room just for her, Shizune, get on that, it need to be done quickly" Tsuande said as walked up to me

"Yes, M'Lady" Shizune said as she quickly scurried away

Both me and Tsuande stood in silence looking at y/n, the girl still had the rods in her which Tsuande took note of, coming over to me she gently took y/m from my arms.

"I'll take these rods out and redress her, wouldn't want her to look like this while she rest" Tsuande said to me, telling me to sit in the waiting chair

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(Time skip)
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After a bit Tsunade came out of the room, looking at me with sad eyes, glazing at the wounds I had, coming over to me.

"I'm going to heal you wounds, before we take y/n to her room" Tsuande said

I wanted to say no, that I didn't deserve to be healed but I didn't even have the energy to say no, plus I'd rather not get my ass beat by Tsunade.

She healed my wounds, looking at me as she did so, I couldn't gather what she could possibly be think but I know she had questions on what happened out there.

"M'Lady, the room is ready" Shizune said as she came back in a hurry

"Good, let's go, Jiraiya" Tsuande said as she went into the room, bringing the now dressed and rodless girl out

She looked better without the blood on her and I'm surprised Tsuande even changed her and cleaned her up, being as though she's scared of blood.

I sighed as we walked out of the hospital, getting looks from the villagers, some looking in wonder, others in sorrow as they saw the unmoving chest of the girl, some were angry, not at y/n, me or Tsuande, but at whoever did it.

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(Time skip)
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We made it into the mansion, Shizune taking us to the room that was prepared for y/n and when I opened the door, the tears were flowing again.

"Dammit" I said as I looked at the pictures that were in the room

Pictures of y/n and Naruto, pictures she took with me and him, pictures of her with her team, Kakashi and Gai, with Kankuro, Gaara and Temari, there were pictures there with everyone, but the picture that made me sob was the one she had with her father, there was a space in the picture for her mother, even when she wasn't there.

"Dammit this isn't fair" I sobbed out, I wish I knew, I wish I could go back, I wish I'd-

"It's going to be okay, Jirayia" Tsuande said as she walked towards the glass coffin in the middle of the room, the coffin would allow her to check on y/n's body to make sure it was there

"It hurts, god, I was supposed to be me" I said taking deep breaths, wanting to calm down

If I was reaction like this from her passing, I'm going to hate seeing everyone else's reactions, they're all much closer to her than I was.