Will She Be Like This Forever?

Chapter 81

Do I love you, my, oh, my, yeah

River deep, mountain high, yeah, yeah, yeah

If I lost you, would I cry

Oh, how I love you, baby, baby, baby, baby

Celine Dion

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Monday 1st August 2022.

A VERY big day.

Leah came outside, drunk as ever, wrapping her arms around my back. "We need to party!" she shouted in my ear, dragging me inside as I watched Mapi's car drive off. I went in with her, hand in hand as we walked into the room, seeing the girls still partying even though it was 1am. I walked into the middle, seeing Lucy, Georgia and Mary bouncing around and jumping with each other as loud music blared in our ears.

I looked at them, smiling, until Lucy grabbed my shoulder and pulled me into her. Her stomach was pressed on my back and her arms went over my shoulders, holding me tight as she started jumping again. I physically had to join in with her, as there was no way of me getting out of Lucy's grip.

We kept partying the whole time, the whole morning as Mapi's words, and our conversation, played in my head. I smiled from ear to ear as the feeling of being European champions flooded through me. I took Lucy's hands off me and went over to where Leah was with Keira, Beth, Millie, and Rachel all dancing and being cute together.

I walked over to them properly and tapped Leah's arm and she opened up for me as we swayed along to the music, smiling at each other as we both looked at one another. "What did Mapi ask you?" she shouted over the loud music. "I'll tell you when you're not plastered drunk, Le!" I shouted back and she laughed, nodding, and putting her head back on top of mine.

"Lozz! Loz, come here!" I heard Rachel shout, and I walked the few steps to her, and she held out her drink. "Have some! Come on! Party with us!" she shouted, and I shook my head. "I don't drink, Rach! Thanks though!" I smiled and went to walk away, but she pulled me back into her. "Just a little, come onnnn!" she smiled, drunk. I shook my head again, looking at Leah for some help, but she didn't click on.

"Come onnnn, please? For meee?" Rach asked again and I held it in my hand, looking at it for a second before I lifted it up, about to take a sip before I was interrupted. "Woah! No! What are you doing?" Ellie shouted, running over to me. "Rach wanted me to have some." I replied back and Ellie took it out of my hand, giving it back to Rachel and dragging me outside of the big room and into the corridor.

"You don't drink, baby." Ellie spoke, holding my hands. "I know! I just felt a little bad." I replied and she shook her head, holding my hand tighter. "Don't let anyone peer pressure you everrrrrr again. Come on, my baby girl. I love you." she was so drunk. "I love you too, come here." I giggled, pulling her into me for a hug, but she went for something COMPLETELY different. "Ellie! No!" I pushed her away, laughing and she went all red.

"I didn't mean too! I don't know what happened! I'm sorrrrry." she whinged but I was still laughing. "Don't worry. Let's just go back in and party!" I smiled and she nodded, pulling me back in and having a stern word with Rachel about giving me drinks and Rachel agreed not to do it anymore.

We kept dancing, singing, and most of the girls drinking until I NEEDED to message Mapi. I needed too. I missed her so much. I needed HER. I walked out of the room once again and sat down in the corridor, messaging her.