Will She Be Like This Forever?

Chapter 41

As I grew older

I noticed less and less

The darkest nights are when the sky can really look its best

And that's when I saw you as bright as you could be

Lucy Spraggan

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Saturday 1st January 2022.

Happy New Years!

"Yes, we are." my mum spoke, looking at Katie.

I cried again.

"Come here." my mam spoke, opening her arms.

I walked into them and wrapped my arms around her; Rue joining a minute later and wrapping her arms around both of us.

"You are my family." Rue whispered against my head. "You both are."

We stayed there for a few minutes, just watching the fireworks while we heard the rest of the girls just sat around the campfire, drinking, eating, and talking. I had stopped crying now, but my makeup was ruined. I had a clear line down my face from my tear marks where it had taken my concealer and foundation off.

"I'm going upstairs to get changed and wash my face. I'll be back down in a minute, okay?" I smiled at my parents who nodded.

I tapped Evie's shoulder and motioned for her to come with me, as I downed the rest of my drink – there was only a little bit in it anyway. We got upstairs and as soon as the door was closed, I kissed Evie.

"Happy new year's my love." I smiled against her lips.

"Happy new year's baby girl." she whispered back.

"Can you undo my dress please?" I whispered.

She placed her hands on my waist and slowly turned me around, before slowly unzipping my dress, leaving it in a pile on the floor. Her lips attached to my neck and her hands rested on my front, pulling me into her.

The kisses on my neck were slow and sexual, leaving marks wherever she went. She found her way up to my sweet spot behind my ear and I slightly moaned, making her pull me into her more. She tugged on my bra with a tight grip, I knew what she wanted, but I wanted this moment to last, so instead I grabbed her hand that was on my stomach and moved it lower down.

Nothing that was happening was fast. It was all slow, and sensual, and amazing.

I placed her hand on my underwear, and she smiled against my neck. I felt her fingers trace across the thin piece of fabric separating her from my core.

"Are you sure?" she whispered.

"Very." I wanted her so bad at that moment.

She kissed my neck again, still slow, but making me extremely turned on. I moaned slightly, but she cut me short by turning me around and smashing her lips into mine. She groaned into my mouth as I opened my lips for her, inviting her tongue into mine. Her kisses were so passionate.

I started to grind against her fingers which were still dangerously tracing my centre; I wanted her to know I needed more. She moved her hand away and pulled away from me, biting my lip as she did so.

"You need to be more patient baby, try to relax." Her sarcastic tone has never sounded more alluring. She trailed her lips down to my jaw and then my neck once more, sucking and biting me gently.