Will She Be Like This Forever?

Chapter 98

Somewhere there's a school desk with her name etched in the top

Top corner of it

Always said we were friends, but my feelings were just

A little more honest

Beth McCarthy

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Saturday 27th August 2022

Jo And Delilah.

Yesterday was AMAZING. To know that my little sister, my pride, and joy, is so happy with her life right now, makes me so happy. She is finally playing football again, she has friends, and she's about to go to a new school and make more friends there. I'm just worried that if I do decide to leave then it will break her.

I don't actually know what I should do, but I know that the deadline for my decision is coming up REAL soon.

I woke up to see Mapi sleeping peacefully next to me, cuddled up with my pink blanket in her arms. We didn't even sleep with it last night, so she must have needed it for some reason. I moved closer to her, carefully putting my hand on the side of her face and taking the fallen hair out of her face so I could see her properly. "Stalker." She whispered and I chuckled a little. "Bon dia, nena." I whispered, kissing her hand that was closest to me. "Good morning, princesa." She chuckled.

She opened her eyes finally and saw me right in front of her and got a little scared at how close I was. "Shit. You're close." She giggled and I went to move back, but she pulled me in further, her hand on my waist. "No, stay with me." She smiled, kissing my nose quickly. "I want to showerrrrr. It was ridiculously hot last night." I chuckled and she nodded. "Come on then. We can shower." She smiled, pulling me on top of her and wrapping her arms around me.

"This isn't showering." I giggled and she pushed me off her towards the bathroom, making me laugh as I steadied myself on the floor. We both walked into the bathroom together, her still yawning and making me chuckle a little. "This will wake you up, mi amor." I smiled, kissing her cheek, and taking off her shirt for her.

We got in the shower together, and I made sure she wasn't under the water when it was freezing cold. I mean, that would definitely wake her up, but it's not an enjoyable way to wake up. "It's warm now. Come on, I'll help you." I smiled as I pulled her under the water with me. She immediately wrapped her arms around me and put her head on my shoulder, and as much as I wanted her to be awake, this was nice.

I held her back and she slowly looked up at me. "I know what would wake me up." She giggled and I knew this could be one of two answers. "A kiss." Okay, not the other one... okay. I slowly moved in to kiss her, lifting my hands up to her cheek and pulling her towards me as the water ran over our faces and hair, wetting us.

The kiss turned heated, unintentionally – I think it was the fact that we were naked in the shower together that did it. I dragged my tongue across her lip, and she let me in, allowing me to battle my tongue against hers until she finally won. This was the first time I've let her kiss me like this since what happened to me, and I didn't mind it actually... it felt good.

Her hands wandered down to my arse, pulling me in by there and making our bodies actually connect as we ran out of air. Before I could even speak, her lips connected to my neck, leaving a good few kisses there, and occasionally biting down. "Ah. Mapi." I whispered and she looked up at me. "Too much?" She asked sincerely but I shook my head. "Not too much, no. I just don't know if I'm in the mood for sex just yet." I smiled and she smiled. "That's okay baby. Can I still kiss you? Kiss your neck?" She asked and I nodded.