Maloi's POV
It's been 2 years. I'm in my second year of college, taking up BS Pharmacy as my pre-med at UST. My friends already knew what happened that night. They were mad at Stacey because she quickly made decisions but I don't care about it.
Moments are irreversible.
I'd be lying if I told myself that I've already moved on from her. Hanggang ngayon, siya pa rin at naiinis na rin ako ng dahil doon.
"Are you done reviewing? Balita ko ang hirap daw ng Organic Chemistry niyo." Mikha asked while we're walking on our way to the Student's park of our former school. Dito pa rin kami madalas tumatambay pati sa Bloom's kahit na dito nangyari ang masasakit na mga ala-ala. Everytime I'll see the school grounds, bumabalik sa akin lahat.
"Yes, it's giving me a hard time nga eh. I only have 2 hours of sleep tapos aayain niyo pa akong tumambay? What kind of friends are you?" I dramatically asked.
"Pretty friends." Sheena winked at me pagkatapos ay inakbayan ako. "Miss ka lang namin. Grabe ka mag-aral eh, dinaig mo pa si Bill Gates." she added.
"Stupid! Bill Gates dropped out from Harvard." Colet deadpanned.
"What if tayo talaga makaka-invent ng ink who can make us invisible? Magdrop out na tayo! Kapag ako talaga naka-invent 'non, sisilipan ko si Mikha." Sheena joked.
"Eh kung isumbong kita kay Gwen na hindi ka nag-aaral? Look at your girlfriend, sa sobrang pagmamahal niya sa'yo, nag-aaral ng Vet." Mikha said. Sheena blushed na parang kinikilig pa, hindi niya narealize na parang tinawag siya ni Mikha na hayop.
I smiled while watching them tease each other. What if Jhoanna and Aiah didn't leave? What if Stacey is still joining to our get togethers and catch ups? Siguro mukha na akong tanga ngayon dahil bawat araw na lumilipas ay binabalikan ko pa rin ang sakit na dapat ay matagal ko nang kinakalimutan. But how? When every sad memories, there's always a beautiful memory that's associated to her?
How can someone probably move on and hold on at the same time?
Maybe one of the reasons why I kept coming back to this place is to feel the pain until it'll no longer affect me. Para mamanhid na kung ano man 'tong tumitibok pa para sa kanya.
I'm almost there. I hope so.
She has been the best friend someone will wish to have and the special someone I've been hoping for. I miss her.
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FanfictionWe all carry hurricanes and heavy storms in our heads. Crying heals the clouded heavy heart. When Maloi choose to be the sunshine of their group, she found it so hard to share her own chaos. But then, Stacey came and for her, meeting the cat-eyed gi...
