A year on Venus

48: goodbye!

This chappie goes to sis meenas! I'm dedicating it to you habibty❤️

Adams's POV

I knew life was never the same the moment I found myself doing every single thing Jasmine likes. I knew I liked her, but I've stopped bothering myself about the reasons that attracted me to her, or why I liked her. Because just like she said, "you don't need reasons to like some things if you truly like them." I knew it's the same with me.

I remember when she complimented my voice and it made me so happy. I found myself touching the beats in my hands, that Jasmine gifted me. I knew I would forever keep it. She had no idea how happy that gesture made me feel, and i'm so in love with them just like how i'm madly in love with the owner. That night when I returned home I found myself grabbing my journal, and that's how I spent two hours writing from the time we met, till that night! I knew it was a new start for me then! And i knew I will be writing about us in future too.

But I knew the tight circle of friends rule still applies to me. What I was scared of though, was distancing myself from Camilla. I knew no way she would be okay with that. And for the first time in my life I was scared of making a decision. But then it's too late, because I could already sense that happening. Apart from going to Jasmine's house together with Camilla I can't remember the last time we actually hung out together, we no longer go to restaurants together as we used to, or go on a high speed drive and compete with each other, or to just do some crazy shit together.

Jasmine threatened to not let us in if we arrived at her house during class hours, that's how she ended up manipulating us to attending class, yesterday. 

But I knew today she would show up in school and I was quite happy about that. I felt a knock on my window and the moment I saw who it was I knew what she would talk about.

"Hey, it's been long! Was wondering if you could go on a date with me!"

I couldn't talk. I was speechless, I only imagined Jasmine asking me that, so I ended up smiling. I was lost in my day dream till the girl talked again, "hey!" She called out and that got me outta my reverie.

"No, please i'm sorry. Maybe some other time!"

I couldn't believe that was me! Like oh my Gee I just acted nice! Definitely Jasmine's effect on me. I couldn't believe that. I was slowly turning in to a good guy and that's just weird!

With that I found myself looking at the gift bag on the passenger seat of my car. I couldn't wait to give it to her.

But then I saw Camilla, walking towards my car, I almost groaned, I had no idea why, but I knew it had to be with this oatmeal, she would come and start rambling my ears off about it, just like she had been doing the other times.

As if on track, immediately Camilla got in my car she'd seen it. Well, obviously she would, since she had to pick it up in order to seat.  

"What's that?" She said after dropping it beside her feet. I saw her trying to open it.

"Don't!" I calmly said.

"Are you freaking kidding me? A food in your car? I mean this is school, taking it to her house I could understand, but bringing it to school I don't know what to say about that! I know you made it, what time did you wake up just to make this?" 

I only shrugged. "Four in the morning."

For a moment she seemed speechless. Then I watched her got off my car and brought out her hunger games novel from her bag. "I'll go read this." She said while standing by the car door.

"What about the lecture? It's a morning class." I said with genuine care.

"I won't attend."

"Camilla!" I called out, but she just closed the door and banged it so hard that I got scared she would destroy my car, I literally flinched at that!