Here I am sitting in my dorm room alone,
Feeling a sense of coldness,
An overwhelming presence,
Feeling all the pressure of wanting to be better,
Seeing all the chances
but not seeing a lot of change in my physical appearance,
Feeling discouraged, disappointed in myself,
Feeling ashamed,
Feeling like I let myself go to waste,
Then feeling a peace wash over me,
Knowing that everything is going to be okay,
Knowing that God has wrapped me up in His graceful love,
Knowing I will be okay even if I don't feel okay because God is in control,
God has heard my cries,
Now I must wait and let God work
God has never failed me and never will,
I can rest on that to know everything is going to work out,
Even if I am scared of how it will work out
God will work it in His Will,
And His Will is better than how I would've done it,
Thank you God for being a provider to us
