Healed By Her ❤️

Chapter 46

You know weddings always look so much fun, it looks like the best time ever. There are tons of colours, happy faces, yummy food, lots of laughing, pictures, amazing outfits but holly fuck it is so exhausting to be the bride

I didn't know wedding lehengas are this heavy, I feel like I have extra 200 kgs on my body, I might as well just give up on my dream red wedding lehenga.

It has been 2 hours since I have been standing here with all these people around throwing random details at me, more like asking what I want, what I don't want and I have no idea what to say.

"How about we make the neckline deeper?" The designer asks

"Mhm" I hum like I have been for about a couple hours

"Oh this would look perfect on her" one of the designer's says

this is so difficult, I honestly just pictured a red lehenga and nothing else because I never thought I'd get married so all of this is overwhelming

"Nandini, have you thought of lingerie colours?" I cough a little hearing her

"I'm sorry what?"

"Oh sweetie, don't be embarrassed, it's normal" she whispers patting my shoulder

i try to smile but I am sick, I feel sick just hearing lingerie or maybe it's the fact that I am overwhelmed and stressed about choices

"Is she done?" His voice instantly brings a lot of calmness to me

"No she isn't and you aren't allowed to see her yet"

"Alisha, where is she?" He asks

Here is the thing he was getting his measurements done downstairs while I was getting mine done upstairs.

"Manik" I mumble

"Argh fine, go ahead" Alisha says to him

A second later I see manik walking in the room and instantly my shoulders drop

"Are you done?" He asks

"No, I don't know what I am doing" I whisper

"Alisha it's been almost 4 hours, what the fuck are you doing?"

Shit, this is all my fault I should have just said yes and paid more attention

"I have been asking her tons of questions and she is saying yes to everything so I don't know" she replies

"Get out" he mumbles looking right at me

A fear rises in my heart for some reason, he already didn't want to come here with me but now I am being a pain in his ass

"What?" Alisha asks

"Get out and do not come in here until I ask Alisha" he says, his eyes still on me

"Break time everyone" she yells to all the designers who follow her out of the room

"I"

"Do you not like anything here?" He asks interrupting me

"No mhm no it's not that. I don't know, I am very confused. It's like every option they give me is better than the last, some aren't even red and I like them. She keeps asking about necklines, designs, jewelry, lingerie and I know nothing. I do not know what I am doing here, nor do I know what sandals I wanna wear, hell I kinda just want to go bare foot but of course that's not allowed" I ramble

"Shh relax, just breath" he whispers stepping closer to me

"I am sorry"

"There is no need for an apology, would you like some help darling?" He asks