Unrevealed Love

Chapter 21

I lean my head on Colt's shoulder and close my eyes. After yesterday's Doctor appointment and finding out I'm carrying this little baby girl, I barely even got an hour of sleep last night because I was too busy wondering what she is going to look like, what her name is, what her nursery is going to look like, where her nursery is going to be, and everything in between. I guess I was just pretty stressed because the reality is actually settling in, no not even when my stomach was growing but now when I found out I was having a girl. A girl is growing inside of me. My little girl is growing inside of me. 

Reality hit me all at once and it hit hard. There was all too much I needed to learn and get ready for the birth. I was just way too stressed than I should be and I knew this wasn't good for the little me. 

The good thing out all of this stressed is that Colt's back at school so that was good. There wasn't much harassment going on with Colt here and I was beyond grateful. Sure, I heard the talking but the thought of being untouchable with Colt here with me was just speechless. For once I was grateful Colt transferred to my school. I guess you could say I'm still not so happy that he transferred to my school, I mean he had everything back in his private school! I guess I felt bad because I'm the reason. He had a life back in his old school and God I just wish he didn't transfer schools. Colt doesn't need to watch over me but I'm not going to lie I loved this possessive side of him but I mean he's ruining a big future for himself over a girl? Stupid. 

“Hey, time to wake up.” I scrunch my eyes together then slowly open them. I look over to see Colt looking down at me. “Class just ended.” Colt whispers. I sit up straight and rub my eyes. 

“Did I just sleep through the whole class?” I question. Colt chuckles and nods his head. I groan but grab my backpack and books. “Want to come over my house?” I ask as we leave the last class of the day. 

“I have hockey in an hour. Even though I would love to skip practice with you, I just can't afford to miss anymore practices.” 

I put my books in my backpack and walk out of the school and into the parking lot. “No, no its fine. I understand but call me later, yeah?” I unlock my car and throw my backpack in the back then close the door and lean against my car. 

“Of course, but promise me when you get home you'll take a nap and not stress about everything, yeah?” 

“Of course.” I tease with his words. Colt chuckles but rolls his eyes then starts to walk over to his jeep. 

“You're funny, Infinity!” Colt calls over his shoulder. I laugh to myself but then get in my car and drive home. Once I reach home I don't think twice about taking Colt's words. 

*

“Kathy!” I yell out of panic, when I woke up to find blood on my comforter. I just woke up from my small nap and find myself in a puddle of blood, talk about worry. As I panic and stand up out of my bed, I strip from the pair of pajama pants Iím wearing to some clean clothes and try not to cry and just panic more than I am. 

“What's wrong Honey?” Kathy worries once she walks in. 

“I'm bleeding.” I cry out. Kathy grabs my hand and ushers me down the stairs. 

“Steven?!” Kathy calls out to my Dad. Soon my Dad walks out of living room and into the kitchen. 

“What's wrong?” My Dad wonders as he rushes to my side. 

“She's bleeding and we need to get to the doctors like now.” Kathy explains. My Dad nods then grabs the car keys and we all practically dodge out the door. 

I rest my head on the cold window and try not to think of the worst that could be happening and trust me it was pretty damn hard. Here I was bleeding vigorously while pregnant its kind of not possible to not think of the worst. I mean what the hell was I suppose to think? Its just rainbows and butterflies?! No! I'm thinking I could possibly be losing my little girl and not know!