I'ma give you the world. -KhaoFirst

What are you doing First ?

"First, are you okay ?" Mix gently shook him but got no reaction. "First ?!" The boys friend got impatient and once again shook him. "Hey there's Khaotung." "What ?"

Mix sighed. "First, what's wrong?" "Mix, what would you do if Earth would tell you something really sad about something very personal but you don't know the whole Story so you don't know how to talk to him without hurting him ?"

"What ?" First thought for a second. He knew now that Khao's parents are dead and that they weren't really popular or liked in their town.. But he hasn't had the guts to ask what happened and he also kind of felt like he had no right to ask since Khao didn't want to tell him himself.

"Khaotung and I went to his hometown together and I learned something really sad about him. He didn't tell me anything about it as to why said thing happened or so, but since I know half of the Story, I don't know how to face him. I am afraid I might hurt him."

Mix thought for a second. Hurt him.. Why or how could he hurt him by simply talking to him ?
"I don't know what to say actually." The brownhaired boy said honestly.
"Could you maybe.. Tell me a bit more?" "I can't. It's not my right to tell you." First sighed.

He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. "You know - the way you we're talking was pretty confusing if I'm honest." First didn't answered. He just hummed and nodded. "Hey." Silence. First opened his eyes instantly and looked over.

Seeing Khaotung smile gently at him made his heart beat faster as he jumped up. "Khaotung, hey !" The bubbly boy smiled widely. "Am I Interrupting ?" "No, Khao by the way - this is my best friend Mix. Mix, this is Khaotung, my-" "your cru-" "OTHER FRIEND ! Yes my friend. My buddy. Khaotung."

The others smile slowly faded. "Are you Sure I am not Interrupting you ?" "You're not. First is just an idiot, but I have to leave now anyways. My boyfriend is waiting for me." Mix put his Phone away. "It was nice meeting you. First always talks about you." "He does ?"

Mix waved and left. With a little smile, Khao looked at First but before one of them could say anything, the phone of the young dad rang. "Hello ?" He said and his facial expression instantly changed. "Fuck, wait for me, I'm coming right now." He hung up and looked at Khao apologetic. "I have to leave." "Do you want me to accompany you ?" "No. I am sorry, I really need to go now." He said and ran towards the schools exit. "Oh.. okay. I guess I'll.. wait then." Khaotung sat down and took a sip from his Coffee. The other one that he bought for First accompanied him...

While Khaotung sat in the cafeteria alone, First ran to his parents in pure panic over his son. His mom called earlier to tell him that Min fell and hurted himself pretty badly. He opened the door to the restaurant, calling his mom, startling some of the guests.

"First, dear." She said and walked towards him with Min on her arm. "What happened?" First asked and he grabbed his kid and looked at the bandaid on his face. "I am so sorry my dear." His mom said with a shaky voice. "I should've been more careful. I left the backdoor open and Min tried to run upstairs to our apartment. He tripped on the stairs and fell. His chin was bleeding pretty heavily and he said his arm hurts. I am so sorry my dear, I should've been more-" "Mom, calm down. Did you go see a doctor ?" His mom shook her head no and First sighed.

"I'll let him get checked. He fell down the stairs, we don't know if he's hit his head. He looks pale." First walked to the back of the restaurant, grabbed the stroller and smiled at his mom one last time before he left.

The second he stepped outside, his phone rang and he checked the caller. It was Khao and First wanted to pick up, but his son was his priority and he thought the other one would understand so he simply declined the call and walked the fifteen minute walk to Min's pediatrician.

Khaotung stared at his phone. His call was declined. His heart began to hurt a little, but he thought that First must have his reasons. After all - the call earlier sounded really urgent. He got up and decided to go home. He wasn't in the mood for mathematics right now.

He tried to stay calm on his way home but for some reason he grew really anxious. He thought it was weird that First suddenly acted like that.. right after he accompanied him to his hometown. Khaotung didn't really tell him anything, so there was no real reason for his thoughts but after everything he has been through since childhood, only because of his family, Khaotung feared getting rejected by anyone he allowed near him.

He was almost at home when he decided to take the bus and go shopping. Khaotung wanted to treat himself to something nice. After all - He survived going to his hometown for a few hours. He sat down before the vehicle drove off and once again called First. He waited for a bit but when the other one once again declined his call, he grew really nervous. He took a deep breath, tried to stay calm for the last five busstops and finally got out there.

The boy decided to get some boba first before he'd go on his shopping tour. The small boba shop outside the mall was exactly opposite to the busstop and so he walked over, looked through the menu and ordered himself a mango-passion fruit tea. He knew he deserved it. He knew it ! Deep down, Khaotung knew that he deserved some good shit in his life as well. He didn't really felt like that all the time, but he knew it.

It wasn't his fault. Khao didn't asked to be born into this family.. He didn't asked for the shit that had happened to them..

"Pumpkin..!" Khaotung's heart began to race as this word pulled him out of his thoughts.
"Pumpkin spice tea for Amy !"
He decided to walk out of the store as fast as he could. After all - He didn't wanted to ruin his 'all by myself day' by overthinking and shit. He stepped outside on the busy street and turned right to go to the mall, when he saw something that he wished he could unsee. 

Now he knew the reason why First couldn't answer the phone.
He was busy eating that girls face in public..
Khaotung knew he had no right to but he was actually really jealous and disappointed. Didn't he tell him he likes guys? Khao knew that didn't mean that he would like him, but telling him he likes guys and passionately kissing that woman here didn't really add up.

The young man thought for a second.. It would be best to leave before First would see him, so he turned around and went back to the busstation. Suddenly he didn't feel like shopping anymore. He didn't feel like he deserved something beautiful right now. He knew that he had no right to overreact like this but fuck..

"I really like you First.."

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Hey guys :)

A new chap and so much drama haha - I am sorry. I hope y'all like it :)

-Jessy