I'ma give you the world. -KhaoFirst

Friends or jealousy

"Satang can I talk to you ?"

A week went by since First met Satang, but he hadn't had the chance to apologize to him. Why ? Simply because Satang tried his best to avoid being alone with First and he couldn't blame him, he was an asshole. The first impression matters a lot and First fucked that up. "First, I'm actually on my way to class now-" "Perfect, I'll accompany you." He said with a wide smile but Satang rather looked uncomfortable. He closed his locker and both boys walked side by side to the stairs. "If you want to know where Khao is, he-" "Oh no, I know where Khao is. I really wanted to talk to you." "Is there something important that you-" "Yes ! I mean.. yes. Satang, I wanted to apologize to you. I actually wanted to do that on the very same day, but since your boyfriend was there and you avoided me the next few days.. I am sorry."

Satang stopped in his tracks and stared at First confused. "You alright ?" First asked. "Yes, I'm just.. confused. I thought you hate me for whatever reason so hearing that you wanted to apologize to me the same day is kind of.. surprising." "I don't hate you. It was just.." "Jealousy ?" First thought of what he should say. He wanted to lie, tell him that he wasn't jealous at all but.. "Yes. I was jealous." Satang smiled and nodded. "You know that Khaotung and I are just besties." "Yes, I know. It was just.. I don't know.. it's kind of hard for me to discribe it." A quick glance at the time told Satang that he needed to be in class right now. "I'm sorry for being mean and I am sorry for disturbing you, but I wanted to apologize and talk to you alone.." Satang nodded. "I want to make it up to you. Maybe we can become friends in the future as well ?" "Hm, maybe." "I really regret not having my emotions under control." First genuenly looked disappointed and Satang could tell that he's normally really a nice guy. "I guess I can skip maths for today if you want to talk about it ?" The young father tilted his head to the side. "I don't want to be a busybody, just wanted to give you the chance to talk this off your chest. Whatever it might be." "I appreciate that." First said. "My treat." He added and both walked back to Satangs locker.
"I honestly thought you wouldn't forgive me. You looked like you're afraid of me." Satang nodded. "You looked scary back then, so I thought it would be best to avoid you when I'm alone." First nodded and walked a bit faster, as they aimed for the exit. "I might look scary but I would never hurt you. I would never harm anyone." "I figured. But your eyes and the way you talked.. damn boy, I thought you'd kill me there and then."

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"Shall we sit over there ?" Satang nodded and followed the other. As they sat down, the young boys phone rang, showing the name Winny with like three hearts next to it. He excused himself and instantly went into lovey dovey mode. First couldn't help but to smile, hearing how cutely Satang talked to his boyfriend. He imagined Khaotung talking to him like that and felt butterflies in his tummy. "Okay, see you later. I love you." Satang said, hung up and put his phone down. "Sorry." He apologized but First just shook his head. "It's kind of weird, sitting here like I didn't just thought you would hate me. Now.. do you wanna tell me why you were jealous ?" "Satang, I'm honest with you.. I have no idea. I trust Khaotung." "Well you should because he really likes you." "I really like him ! Well Satang you see, I've been in one relationship so far and it didn't really end well. I'm a gay single father and I just realized my feelings for Khaotung. I am scared that this won't happen or work out so I kind of freaked out when I saw you two being so close. I was afraid of loosing Khao and even tho I know that he likes me.. Well I mean - we kissed each other, so yes I am sure that he likes me - I still thought of the possibility, that he might like .. you. I feel so stupid now, especially since I know that you have a boyfriend." "You don't have to feel stupid First." Satang bit his lip. "I am pretty sure Khaotung would be happy if he knew that you're jealous." "Well he kinda does know.." The young boy nodded. "Anyway you don't have to worry. We're just really close, nothing more nothing less. I don't blame you for misunderstanding." "Thank you." Satang smiled and drank from his cup. He looked like he would never hurt anybody, like the nicest person on earth and First felt even more like shit now. For some reason Satang seemed to be always happy and to think that he was scared of First..  >I am such an asshole..<

"You're a dad ?" "Yes. I have a son." First said smiling widely. "His name is Min-Joo and he's my everything." "Min-Joo. A korean name right ?" First nodded. "Sounds really cute !" "You wanna see some pictures of him ?" "Yes, I would love to !" First grabbed his phone, showing pictures of little Min, making Satang end up in pure awe. "Your kid is so cute. He looks like a mini version of you and Khao." First looked up, a proud smile on his lips. "Stop, you're making me blush.." "I really mean it. He has your face but his hair and eyes, especially the eye shape, look exactly like Khao. Min-Joo could be your kid for real." "He does look a bit like Khao, you're right.. You wanna see a picture of Min and Khao ?" Satang nodded. They didn't notice the time going by fast. It was just two friends sitting together in a Café in the middle of Bangkok.

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Hey hey :)

Here's another chapter guys ^^

I hope y'all enjoyed the quick reconciliation of Satang and First. I didn't wanted the two to be arguing for endless chapters, after all they are the most important people in Khaotung's life, right ?

See you in the next chapter:)

-Jessy