Why me ?

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First and Khao visited Coco before they would travel back to Bangkok. Khao was playing in the garden with Cocos cousin Libby, while First and Coco stood on the side, watching them. Both of them thought it's cute. Libby was weirdly attached to Khaotung, even tho they met for the first time today. "Do you think he'll be able to get through all this ? I mean - the trauma, the hurt.." "I am sure he's strong enough. He has me and Satang, you and the others. He's not alone anymore." Coco nodded. "I feel so helpless, because I know that I can't help him in this situation. I can't take away his pain and I can't bring his parents back, but we can be there for him. Listen to him, show that we value his feelings." "I'm sure your love gives him all the security he needs." Coco said, smiling gently. "I'm glad to see Khaotung so happy. When I think back to how bad his childhood was... The things he went through every day, even though he was just a child..." "He's strong." First assured her.
"P'Coco, P'First look!" Libby called for them. The two looked over at the little girl who was doing a handstand with Khaotungs help and was laughing loudly. "Great Libby!" Coco cheered her on and shortly afterwards the little girl threw her arms around Khaos neck. "You're really beaming when you see that." "Khaotung is so cute with children. That's really sweet." "Khao is really into the father role for your son, isn't he?" she stated. "Definitely. Min is our son." First explained with a grin. "I love seeing him in that role. If I could, I would have ten children with him right away." "Oho okay Casanova. I would love to see that. I'm sure Khao would look super cute with a newborn in his arms." "Stop it, I'm blushing." First chuckled. First looked at the clock and sighed. "Khao, we have to get going." He said and watched the little girls mouth drop. "What? Already?" Libby whined. "Libby, we'll definitely see each other again soon. Don't worry." Khao said with a smile and the little girl nodded, but her expression was still quite sad. "Do you want to take something to eat with you before you leave?" "Oh, no thanks. We don't want to burden you." "Me neither, thanks." Coco nodded. "You don't burden me boys." She said and led the two to the front door, where they said their goodbyes. "Have a safe trip back to Bangkok." "Thank you Coco. I'll text you once we've arrived." She nodded and the young couple made their way back.

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"We should go eat Somtam." "Yeah, let's go, I am starving." Khao said giggling. "We should have taken some food with us from Coco." First chuckled and Khao nodded. They walked down the hall to the youngest condo. Khaotung looked at First, his heart racing as he stopped. "First, why is my door open?" First realized what his boyfriend just said and he began to panic a little as well. He tried to stay calm for Khaotung as he grabbed his phone. "I'm calling the police." He said quietly and pulled Khao back a little so that he stood behind him.

It took about ten minutes for the police to arrive. Three of the five men stood armed at the half-open door. "Police. Come out." One of them shouted and the doors of the curious neighbors slowly opened. "Police!" the man shouted again before he pushed the door open with his foot and entered the apartment with his colleagues.
They searched for minutes which felt like hours to Khao.
"Nobody here, sir, the bathroom is also empty, but also trashed." One of the policemen stepped forward and walked straight towards Khaotung. "We'll secure evidence, your apartment is trashed and things were probably stolen. The drawers were searched. Do you have any idea who it could have been?" Khao shook his head. "Do you have any enemies?" "I don't know who it could have been..." Normally Khaotung would have immediately thought of Sun, but on the way back he had called his grandmother to let her know how things went. Sun was with her and Khaotung ruled out that the break-in had happened any other time than today. One of his neighbors would certainly have called the police if it had been days ago.

First and Khao stood in front of the door while the police searched his apartment for the strangers traces. Neighbors had heard what had happened and were standing in the hallway gossiping.
Khao watched in shock as strangers searched his apartment for traces of other strangers. He became quiet and Khao gradually collapsed until he finally buried his face in Firsts chest. "Why is it always me?" he asked, sobbing quietly, trying to be as inconspicuous as possible so as not to give his neighbors any more opportunities to gossip. "Everything will be fine, Khao." said First calmly and stroked the other man's arms. Another hour passed and slowly everyone started packing up.
Khaotung stood in the doorway, the curious neighbors slowly went back into their apartments. One of the policemen told him again that he should remain reachable and after they had finally left the apartment and Khao and First were alone in the apartment, Khao burst into tears again. "I can't do this anymore, First." he said quietly and sat down on the couch. "I can't do this anymore. Why does this keep happening to me? What did I do in my previous life that everything was taken away from me?" "Hey, shhh. You didn't do anything, my darling, I promise everything will be fine." said First and stroked his boyfriends head. "They will find the person. And until then you will stay with me." "I don't want to put you in danger." "You're not. But there's no way I'm leaving you here alone."
Khaotung nodded slightly. "Thank you." "Don't thank me for something like that. You're my boyfriend, my family and I will do everything to protect you."

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Hey hey :)

Another one. Khao can't seem to catch a break, I know.

Well well well..
I see you guys in the next chapter ^^

-Jessy

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