What are you doing, what are you doing, what are you DOING?!
The truth is I have no clue.
All I know is that I want Lincoln. Scratch that, I need to feel him. I need to feel him like I've always wanted to and need to touch him like I always wanted to.
Though I was always in constant denial around him, deep down I knew. I just knew there was something there.
And now?
Lincoln's lips trace down the side of my neck and I moan as he digs into my center.
"You are so beautiful," he murmurs into the crook of my neck, the low, raspy sound of his voice settling in my core.
I only manage a whimper as he slowly captures my lips with his, asking for access into my mouth. I open willingly as he explores me ever so gently. As if I'm a drink of fine wine he's been patiently waiting for to age.
He begins grinding his very hard erection into me and I gasp. Shivers break out across my body at the unknown but pleasant sensation.
I feel him smirk against my mouth as he drops a kiss on my jaw.
"Lincoln," I breathe running my hands through his short dark hair.
He pulls back slightly his lips tilted up, "Don't get me wrong, I love you being under me and I love you making the first move but is this something you want?"
"I–" My inexperience flashes in front of my eyes and before I can overthink I say, "Yes. Yes this is something I want."
Even to my own ears, I don't sound as convincing.
Lincoln sits back eyeing me carefully. "You don't sound sure about that."
And now, the mood is broken.
I sit up, crossing my arms over my chest that I now feel very aware of.
I don't like sleeping with a bra as they feel suffocating to my body at night. I like the room but now I regret not having one on.
Yet again, I didn't expect my night to turn out like this.
"Lincoln, I think there's something I should tell you. As my boyfriend, it's–it's right for you to know."
Especially since I can see you being more than that.
Woah, when'd that happen?
Can I really see myself building a future with Lincoln?
"What is it?" He asks, reaching for my hand that began drawing circles on the sheets while my other arm is busy covering my semi-exposed breasts. "You're scaring me."
It takes me a moment to gather my thoughts.
Do I just come out and say it like I usually do?
But this is a sensitive, private matter to me. I'm going to expose myself for the first time to a man. And I don't mean that in the physical sense but much deeper that that. I'm opening my heart. My very essence.
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