I Want You to Stay | Jungkook

Part 57

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"Hey, is everything okay?"

You look up from your desktop to a pair of questioning eyes, and you fumble for your tea and ask why he's asking.

"Just curious," Yoongi shrugs. "Jungkook's been cross-copying Lucas in some of our emails and I don't recall that ever happening before."

You glance at your screen, seeing the messages that have the said man now looped in, all just today.

"Uh, yeah. Jungkook's including him in the communications already," you answer. "I... I tendered my resignation yesterday, Yoongi. I leave in a month."

You knew that Yoongi would always be supportive. So many times before, he'd asked you how you imagined your life to be and what you were going to do once you thought your time in the company was over. He'd talked about his own plans, too, like opening up his own architectural firm in Daegu because that was always going to be his home. You knew that when the time came, he'd be proud of you because it would be your decision, and the look on his face right now tells you that he is.

"You finally did it," he smiles. "How does it feel?"

"A lot of things," you sigh, not wanting to give too much away. Not here at least. "There's just a lot to think about. Maybe when I take one of my remaining leaves, it'll finally sink in."

"And how's Jungkook taking it?"

You're about to answer, trying to formulate in your head how you can explain how Jungkook has been. But it's that moment when said man opens his door with papers in hand, his eyes flitting from Yoongi to you. You ask him if there's anything he needs but he shakes his head and says he can handle it before closing the door. You stare at it for a while, hoping he'd come back out and say that he does need you to do something, but he doesn't.

"I guess not well," Yoongi points out, prompting you to return your gaze to him.

"He is, actually," you counter. "He accepted my resignation with no questions asked, gave me a recommendation letter, organized everything for my replacement, told me to take my remaining leaves... he hasn't given me more workload than I expected. He just wants me to focus on turning things over."

"And that's 'taking it well' for you?" Yoongi cocks an eyebrow.

"Well, he hates change. The last time that happened and he got shipped to Seoul but couldn't bring his old assistant with him, he acted out. We both know how that went," you say. "And now I'm causing another big change. We had a routine going. The Arts Center opens in less than two months. And then I decided to leave. He could be letting out his anger and frustration on me but he isn't."

"Hmm," Yoongi hums.

After knowing you for 10 years, he's come to realize that you have your ways of coping with things. So does Jungkook.

"I think I know what he's doing," he continues, earning him a questioning look from you. "He's distancing himself. How else does he deal with anything that hurts or terrifies him? He's losing you, ___. Even just from a professional standpoint, that's a lot for him. On a personal level, even more."

You look away, not wanting to think about the implications of Yoongi's last statement. He picks it up, knowing that it's probably hard for you to talk about right now.

"You may not agree, but you're important to him," he adds. "If you think this is easy for him, I'm telling you now that it isn't. You know him. He's... he's not good at expressing how he feels. He just shuts everyone out. It's his default. Even if the person he's pushing away is probably the one he needs the most."