I Want You to Stay | Jungkook

Part 66

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You look at yourself in the mirror, the elegance of your rose-colored midi dress a contrast to the stress painted all over your face. You give yourself only a few seconds to admire how you look - there's a bit of that sexiness from the v-neckline and front slit, and the flutter sleeves and other vintage details lend to a classic look. Your hair isn't as fixed as you want and your makeup is too pale for your liking, but with time no longer on your side, those are the least of your problems.

You couldn't sleep last night despite your mother insisting that you get some rest. The image of Jungkook leaving your house plagued your mind. You should've ran after him and told him that you were sorry, that it doesn't matter anymore if you waited, for as long as he found you. You should've stopped him to say that you wanted to be with him, that you were done with running away from what you really wanted, and that you're willing to always be brave for as long as he held your hand and eased your worries. You should've gone back to Seoul with him, but you'd been too overwhelmed to move, to speak, to chase after what you've been yearning for.

Deciding to come to the Arts Center opening wasn't always certain. You knew you were going to visit one day. You worked hard on it, too, and you wanted to show your support even if Jungkook would never know. But when he asked you to find him there, you knew you had to go right away. You imagined him making that speech that you helped him draft months ago, donned in the gray outfit that Taehyung was proud to make for him. You envisioned the smile he'd have on as he looked around to see all his plans come to life and the visitors taking it all in.

You just didn't expect to sleep through your alarm and then miss the train by a minute. The travel wasn't bad. The chocopies that Jungkook got you kept you satisfied the entire trip, but it was halfway back to Seoul when you realized that you didn't have anything nice enough to wear. The ones you have are either too formal, too casual, or meant for a night out.

Taehyung had designed a dress for you but you said it was no longer necessary after you resigned; it was fortunate that he hadn't started making it yet, and so the guilt wasn't too much. You didn't want to go to the opening in just anything. While it mattered to get there, you didn't want to get any attention, and so dressing appropriately was your plan. Everything else in your closet would make you look underdressed, and you made the quick decision to pass by a store and grab the first nice dress you could find and then head home.

The clock was ticking, and it didn't help that you got stuck in traffic on the way to your apartment, and that a vehicular accident at the intersection outside your village forced the cab driver to take a longer route to the Arts Center. Before you knew it, the sun had set, and the program was over, and Jungkook would probably now be in the midst of engaging with so many important people and you don't want any of the attention that your arrival might bring.

You finally make it though, and while minutes ago you were stressed and just desperate to make it to the Arts Center, now that you're here, you're quite nervous. You'll face him again after so long, and the fact that happiness would be within reach brings about an unfamiliar feeling. But you also can't wait to experience it. It's a kind of joy and contentment you've only dreamt about, and you'll finally know what it's like.

Exiting the cab, you look around in awe. From this view, you could imagine the sunset framing the main building so beautifully. You enter the lobby and it's even more spacious than you remember. Perhaps it's the absence of all the laborers and materials on the floor. Now, it's just this open space with art pieces placed around. The floor-to-ceiling windows would bring so much light in. It was one of the big changes to the old structure, and with the moonlight shining through, it feels as if there's a natural spotlight on the art pieces.