I Want You to Stay | Jungkook

Part 62

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You spend the entirety of Sunday at home, cleaning up the place and tending to your growing collection of plants. It was a cool enough day for you to walk up the neighborhood to buy some things from the store, and as Yoongi's words from the night before ring in your head, you find yourself hurting more at the absence of Jungkook in your life.

There's a new recipe for fried rice that you saw online, and he was your first thought because you think he'd like it. You read an article about Lee Jaemin in the morning where she mentioned the Arts Center, and you wanted to share it with him and gush over her words. His favorite Japanese chef has opened a new restaurant in Insadong and you wonder if he's already tried it. The playground at the park is closed because they're doing repairs after you told the council about how rusted the swings have become at Jungkook's suggestion.

They're little things, really, and you realize even more just how much of yourself you've shared with him, and how much of himself he's shared as well. Whatever lines that were drawn up due to your respective positions were crossed long ago, even before that kiss. It started when you both started to care for each other, and when you both started to wish for the other's happiness and healing. On your end, you'd hoped you'd be a part of that and that he'd be a part of yours. You don't think that has changed though.

There are still many things you want to share with him, you realize again, especially on that Monday afternoon when you find yourself at Rkive Publishing for your contract signing that has you looking at Namjoon in question.

"Are... are you sure?" you ask him, as you read through the document.

He'd sent a version of this for your review a few days ago and you'd given your verbal confirmation. You expected to come today to just sign the contract, but he asked you to review it again since he made a few changes. The salary is one of them.

"Are you asking me if I'm sure of offering you a higher compensation package?" Namjoon raises an eyebrow, clearly amused.

"Y-yes?" You say. "I mean, not that I don't prefer it but... why?"

You knew that working for a smaller organization, and for a publishing company at that, despite having a higher position and more responsibilities meant that your pay wouldn't be significantly different from what you were getting at the Jeon Corporation. You'd accepted that, and it was something you'd talked about with Namjoon. But still, this little bit of increase is something you hadn't expected.

"We'll, let's just say that we've had many applicants in the past who oversold themselves. You did the opposite," he responds. "You impressed me and the panel enough with your resume and interview and we thought you were a good fit but that recommendation letter from your company's President showed us just how qualified you were, and that there's so much potential there. I was also able to speak with your most recent boss."

"VP Jeon?"

"Yes, I was on a call with him last Friday. He elaborated on the strengths you'd mentioned and that Mr. Jung had noted," Namjoon responds. "They're top executives of a well-known company who have worked closely with you, who saw your growth, and can attest to your potential. Given all those qualities, we thought it was just fair that we increase your compensation. We've learned it's important to trust and be committed to our staff, and this is how we show that."

"This... this is deeply appreciated," you manage to say, not realizing just how valuable the references were. You check to see that your responsibilities didn't change much, so you know that this is really them, believing in your worth.

"We're looking to expand in the next few years and are working towards establishing our position in the industry," he adds. "We don't just need competent individuals - we need leaders, we need people of good character who can embody all the things that we stand for. We're trying to build something here and someone like you would be a wonderful asset. You can help us grow, ___. And I, well," he continues, shyly smiling. "I just really wanted to make sure that we got a good start. Your role is critical. It's also one of the toughest ones out there and I wanna show you that we want you here. I mean, I was sure a lot of companies were trying to get you and we'd have to compete for you."