Lilah rushed across her kitchen as she decided to make a new recipe of tofu noodles that let's say wasn't going so well
she had to accept that renée needed to better herself and stop being the way she has been for them to be together again
but the guilt of cheating on her still hung in the back of her head, her heart broke when renée said she knew about the kiss
unsure of how she found out that was the least of her worries and she felt like she needed to take a step back from everything
she ended up calling claudia over as she needed some advice about everything and was now sat across from Lilah in the kitchen
"so you and renee won't be back together?"
Claudia asked earning a sigh from Lilah"i don't know i kissed billie and she found out i don't know how...and renée just seemed so like, she didn't really care when we all slept together"
Lilah spoke still confused at the blondes words"wait what do you mean she doesn't remember?"
Claudia asked as she sipped her drink"yeah i called her yesterday and she said she doesn't remember any of that happening"
Lilah shrugged it off before everything finally clicked"you said she had been drinking a lot....i don't want to assume but maybe she's taking something....?"
Claudia says carefully almost as if she was walking on eggshells"I wish i could say she'd never do this but i don't even recognise her anymore...."
Lilah said as she platted up her food into a bowl ready to enjoy it"but thanks for listening i'm gonna go"
"alright im here if you need me,bye!"
Lilah smiled as she hung up the phone and grabbed her bowl making her way over to the couch starring off into space thinking on how they got to this point
everything was so perfect why did all this have to happen?
a soft knock was heard at the door before lilah set her bowl aside and went to the door where she was met with a letter slipped thought the bottom of her door
she carefully picks it up and opens it
Dear Lilah,
We are reaching out regarding your photography work and felt the need to reach out and ask if you would like to work with one of our biggest artists in her upcoming tour!
more details to be disclosed in a meeting taking place tomorrow at 13:30 at interscope records.
If this has interested you please feel free to email us at InterscopeRecords@gmail.com and send us your portfolio.
Best wishes!
Lilah couldn't believe it, Interscope has some of the biggest artists to ever exist this would be great for her career
she rushed over to her laptop that was sat at the kitchen isle and start typing out an email back with the link to her portfolio
with a smile on her face, she closes her laptop and returns to the sofa where she spends most of her day eating and watching south park
she feels herself dozing off before hearing her phone buss from messages from renee
Renée
i miss you
i'm really sorry
i'll be better.Lilah
nae stop
i told you i needed space just
respect that okay?Renée
but i need you
and i miss youLilah
and i need space.A tear run down her cheeks as she wiped it quickly realising she really wished to be in her arms being comforted but she wasn't sure if that was the best idea
after battling herself she ends up somewhere she shouldn't be.
in her car driving to see renée."i'm so sorry" Renee mumbled into her neck as she held Lilah closely feeling the younger girl shake as she cried in her arms
Renee kissed the top of her head as she closed the front door taking them inside
Looking back, this was a really bad idea but you would do it too right?
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little lesbian intern
Fanfiction"I dont want to hurt you.." "You wont baby" A story in which Lilah is a younger concert photographer gets asked to tour with Renée Rapp for her tour. what will happen with sharing hotels and busses? Moon by Renée Rapp LOWER CAPS INTENDED