Loving You Too

8

2 Days Later

Deanna's POV

Dumating na yung araw na kinatatakutan ko. I'm here outside the condo of Diane. Nakailang balik na ako dito, I was too afraid to knock on her door.

Napapansin na rin ako ng ibang tenants dito. Parang any moment tatawag na sila ng guard.

What the fudge Deanna! Ano ba kasing ginagawa mo dito?

I left so early para hindi malaman ni Jema na umalis ako ng bahay. I don't know if this is the right thing to do. Pero what I know is, I want Jema and our baby to be safe. Wala na akong pake kung may mangyare sa aking di maganda.

"Oh, you're here na pala Deans. Come inside na." She said when she opened the door and saw me just a couple of steps away from her.

Wala naman akong nagawa kundi lumapit and she held my hand at pumasok na sa loob ng condo nya.

"Deans, relax okay? Para namang di natin to ginagawa before? I mean.. dati naman di pa tayo umaabot sa room ko, alam mo na when you get too excited. Haha!" Yung pawis ko, ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagtulo sa mukha ko although malamig naman dito sa loob ng condo nya.

I looked around and I noticed na wala syang kasama dito. Kaya I got nervous pa lalo.

"Ahmm Diane, sorry but.. I can't to this. I can't hurt Jema. Please iba na lang. If you want, luluhod ako para lang magbago isip mo. Or I can give you all my money. Wag mo lang sirain ang pamilya ko please." I pleaded. Baka sakaling pumayag sya. Yung kaba ko sobra sobra na.

I looked at her pero wala akong mabasa sa mukha nya. Kaya no choice na ako..

"Diane.." yun na lang ang nasabi ko. Then I knelt.

"Please, I love Jema too much. Hindi ko sya kayang saktan. Please wag naman ganito oh. For all time's sake, please!" I started to feel na any moment babagsak na yung luha ko. I can't do this. Kaya yumuko na lang ako.

"Dia..." she cut me off.

"No." Napapikit na lang ako nang sabihin nya yun.

Hindi sya nagsasalita kaya di pa rin ako tumatayo sa pwesto ko. Just maybe, just a little kahit papano may konsensya pa sya.

"Okay, baka sabihin mo wala tayong pinagsamahan e. Yung 2 nights na sabi ko. Sige one night na lang. But..." napalingon na ako kay Diane. Anticipating what she will say next.

"But.. you need to satisfy me. Pag hindi, sorry but you need to stay longer." Arrrrggghh! Bakit ba ako pumayag sa ganitong set up. I could just have told Jema about this.

The thought of me touching this woman.. nandidiri na ako.

Yeah. Tama. Hindi ko alam bakit ako nagpapauto sa babaeng to. I can sue her for this. Tutal sabi naman ni Jema she will understand kahit gano kasakit.

Tama..

"No!" I bravely said it. Tumayo na ako mula sa pwesto ko kanina.

"Mahal ko si Jema and I don't want to hurt her. I can sue you for doing this Diane. Wag na sana tayong umabot pa don." Lakas loob kong sinabi sa kanya. I looked at her pero hindi sya natinag. Kaya I've decided to just leave and head out to the door.

"Hahahaha! Deanna Wong, Deanna Wong!" Habang tumatawa at pailing iling pa sya. I looked at her again.

"Grabeh! Sobrang smart ko talaga ano? I know you're gonna say it kaya I had my Plan B ready." What? What Plan B.

I looked at her puzzled.

"You can look at your phone baka nagmessage na sayo ang mahal mong asawa." She said.