Today is better than yesterday I'm still struggling with my anxiety and depression since I asked my old teacher from high school if I could come back and see my ASD kids before the year ends for them and the teacher replied to my email and said it can't happen unless I fill out some form and I have no idea what the form is.... So I spent most of the morning holding back tears and keeping quite since I decided not to talk rn.
Those boys have kept me mentally stable for a while now and now that I can't see them anymore my anxiety is getting worse and my thoughts of whatever are getting worse.
I've been feeling really lonely lately since one of my friends on here has a GF and their anniversary is on Christmas my favorite holiday and that's been hard for me to deal with so I hope to be okay soon if not then I'll keep you guys updated with how I'm doing both physically and mentally. ❤️🤍
She's bragged about her in her books before especially with fanart she'd say over MILLION times (this fanart was made by my amazing GF).......
So that's what I'm dealing with
