Today is sort of a okay day for me..... I'm still struggling with my anxiety since there's a bad weather warning far from where I live but it's still scary to think about.... My mom says "don't worry about it" and I kinda wanna yell "don't worry about it?! What if it..." and I don't want that I'm seriously wanting to move to Alaska I don't care where as long as I'm safe from bad weather that involves thunder, hail or whatever.....
I don't mind a good blizzard or a snow storm those things don't scare me because it's godamn snow it's not gonna destroy anything in it's path it's just gonna cover cars, trees, roofs, windows,Lawn furniture,playground equipment, the ground. So that's nothing that freaks me out I'd take a good snow storm any day! I love curling up in comfy clothes and watching a movie and having a cup of hot coffee, hot chocolate, hot apple cider, tea....
I love winter so so much it's my favorite season and it will always be.
So I really hope to move to Alaska in a year or so...... if I meet someone who's from there I'll gladly go with them to Alaska to see what it's like up there. And get away from the crappy mid west.....
I got a Starbucks today that made me feel a little better since I like Starbucks but I'm still feeling very meh the bad weather stuff is finally stopping tomorrow so im hoping my anxiety calms down.. it's gonna be like 70 and sunny tomorrow which makes me feel better so I think towards that instead of the bad weather that's happening far from me......
