Winters Revenge

Chapter-Thirty-Two-Skip This Part.

(Trigger warning ⚠: Talk of Sexual Assault) 

Location: Jack's Room. Time: 4.00am

Elsa was currently laid on Jacks chest as her mind had gone into shock from the words he'd spoken. He wanted her to be his girlfriend. Her heart was pounding against her chest like her life depended on it. Had she heard right?

Elsa "Your girlfriend?"

Jack "Yeah I mean I was going to ask you at some point but, the timing didn't feel right and with everything you're going through." He trailed off.

Elsa "Oh..." she said growing sad.

Jack "Like I said I didn't want to add any pressure on you."

Elsa "You're not adding any pressure on me." She went silent.

Jack "I still don't think it's the right moment to ask you...even if I do want to be with you desperately."

Elsa was quite again as she cuddled into Jack more her heart beating at the thought of being his girlfriend had turned into somewhat of a nervous disappointment, she felt as though she was to blame for the fact he didn't want to ask her just yet and deep down she had been waiting for the moment nearly all her whole life of knowing him. She knew he was right about it though she was already struggling to sleep and with the exhaustion always finding away to taken over her mind that ended up resulting in more tragedy as she remembered more of the nightmares that swirled her mind. She let out a small yawn as Jack pressed his arms tighter around her smiling as he thought about the fact she was in his arms again.

Jack "I know we haven't finished our talk yet but why don't you try and get some sleep?" He asked.

Elsa "I don't know if I can fall asleep.... well, no I do at first but then I end up having a nightmare and then I can never get back to sleep no matter how I try." She speaks.

Jack "Snowflake I'll protect you while you sleep, I promise" he says kissing the top of her head.

Elsa "What if I have another nightmare?" She asks.

Jack "Then I'll be right here when you wake up to comfort you." He smiles.

Elsa "I-I don't know...."

Jack "Please snowflake? You need some sleep".

Elsa "Okay I'll try"

Jack "You wanna sleep in your clothes or do you want to borrow some Pyjamas? I mean I don't know if have anything that would fit you, but we could have a look?" He asked nervously rambling a little.

Elsa "Jack.... You don't need to do that" she looked up at him he cheeks blushing slightly.

Jack "Do what? Ask if you want to borrow some clothes?" He looked down at her.

Elsa "No.... You don't need to be nervous around me." she smiled caressing his cheek with her hand.

Jack "I-I can't help it.... You make me nervous" he smiled back as his orbs stared into hers.

Elsa "Is that a good thing?" She asked frowning a little.

Jack "Yes that's a good thing" he smiles down at her pressing his lips to hers as she kisses him back.

Elsa "You make me nervous too" she blushed.

Jack "Is that why you keep blushing around me?" He chuckled.

Elsa "Maybe..." she blushed again.

Jack "I'm sorry for interrupting you earlier I really shouldn't have kissed you."

Elsa "I didn't mind the distraction to be honest." She blushed again while slightly giggling to herself.

Jack "Distraction?" he asked his heart thumping loudly.

Elsa "From my mind.....I need any sort of distraction right now." She confessed.

Jack "Why didn't you just tell me that? I could have suggested anything but talking about .... Your nightmares...."

Elsa "But there right.....I need to talk about it.... Otherwise..." she trailed off.

Jack "Who told you to talk to someone? And otherwise, what?" he asked.

Elsa "Nick and Grace.... They wanted me to think about talking about my panic attacks not ..... that.... and otherwise.....I think I might go crazy."

Jack "Ah I see.. well that makes sense I mean they'll be worried about it if happens on mission. And Snowflake your not going to go crazy why would you think that?" he held her tighter against his chest.

Elsa "Well there not the only ones worried about that, I am too. And I don't know I feel like I am, with not being able to sleep properly and flinching at anyone who comes near me..... I just wish I would stop thinking about it all... I wish....." she squeezed her eyes shut going silent.

Jack "I can't say that I'm not worried either.... But then again I always worry about you... and as for that, I promise I'll try and help you no matter what with trying to help you with sleep and feeling somewhat normal again... but its going to take some time." He blushes a little.

Elsa "You don't need to worry about me Jack... and I know you will which I appreciate... I just want things to be normal now maybe then..."

Jack "Nonsense I want to worry about you because.... I love you, and maybe then what?" he replied.

Elsa "Maybe then .... Me and you C-Could be together." She confessed.

Jack "Is this about what I said earlier?"

Elsa "You said it wasn't the right moment...I assumed it was my fault we couldn't be together."

Jack "No Elsa.. its not your fault, and that's not what I meant at all I just thought with everything your going through, the nightmares, adjusting to everything being here and with what he did to you...I just didn't want to pressure you into thinking you had to be with me I wanted to take it slow, so you felt comfortable with me."

Elsa "I do feel comfortable with you." she confessed.

Jack "You know what I mean Elsa, I don't want you feeling uneasy around me, and I definitely don't want to make you flinch when I hold you hand or kiss you."

Elsa huffed removing herself from Jacks arms as she pushed herself to the edge of bed, she could feel Jack moving towards her as she scooted herself off the bed standing to her feet while her heart pounded. She hugged the upper arm with her other hand standing in the middle of the room.

Elsa "I can't change what he did to me." She whispered to herself hugging her upper arm tightly.

She heard the footsteps from behind as Jack came behind her and placed a hand onto her shoulder, she froze as she felt the fingers of Jack graze her arm. She quickly swiped his hand away and turned to face her crush looking down at the floor, her body shook with fear as she thought about being in Pitch's office the moment where he would come behind her as she froze. She would feel his hand wondering down on her body making her feel the vomit rise into the back of her throat, she heard still hear the sound of him unbuckling his belt as her mind went hazy.

Jack "Snowflake?" he asked seeing her in a trance of thought.

Elsa still stood in her deadly trance remembering the way his breath would send horrifying shivers down her spine as he whispered the words "Relax Sweetheart" in her ear.

It wasn't until she heard Jack come closer that she flinched again as she jumped backwards and ran towards that what she assumed was the bathroom door. she slid down the door with her back against it as she hugged her knees as the sobs of what was on her mind. She flinched as Jack knocked gently on the door; she could feel her stomach churning as the flashes of images came to mind. Elsa threw her knees across the tiled floor hunching herself over the toilet bowl as she emptied her stomach, she realised that she didn't locked the door shut as she heard the door opening behind her...