Winters Revenge

Chapter Sixty-Three- Deep Conversations.

Elsa laid in Jack's arms after drying her hair a little and leaving it down against her waist as threw on his blue hoodie that she had to admit was very cosy and comfortable to say the least. Her heart fluttered with nervousness and butterflies as she knew they needed to carry on their conversation from before when he had asked her about leaving. Her hand glided over the snowflake pendant that rested on her neck as she blushed at the thought of Jack giving her a promise that he would never leave. She felt him nudge her slightly while they laid under the covers of the sheets that warmed them. Jack's fingers grazed the exposed skin on her hip under the hoodie as he held her in his arms, his mind swirling with thoughts that had consumed him since their talk wondering what else Elsa was worried about in that mind of hers. He wished she would open up more to him as hard as he knew it would be for her with going through so much darkness in that corporation and as he kissed her forehead gently, he felt her move slightly until he glanced down seeing her blue orbs looking back at him with so many questions.

Elsa "I'm sorry about before...." She trailed off.

Jack "It's okay Snowflake, I just wish you would tell me these things." He replied.

Elsa "I-I.... know I .... need to work on opening up to you and I promise I'll work on it." She confessed.

Jack "I just want you to know that I'm being serious when I say you can tell me anything, I mean we used to be best friends you told me everything back then...."

Elsa "Things...are different...now though Jack so much ha-happened and.... Jack...I'm just afraid."

Jack "Afraid of what?" he asked.

Elsa "Everything.... losing you, for not being honest with you and scared that I'll push you away until you don't want me anymore......and if.... I'm not doing a decent job at being a girlfriend I-I...if I'm going to let you down...." she ranted.

Jack "Okay and breathe.... You're not going to let me down Elsa." He hugged her tightly.

Elsa "And how do we know that? I'm a big disappointment I'll only fuck up somehow and then there's things that girlfriends are supposed to do lik-...." She was cut off quickly.

Jack "Woah! Don't talk about yourself like that. Who ever said you're a disappointment? Because there wrong and wait now you have me worried... you didn't sleep with me because you think you have no choice, do you?" His voice sounded was worried at the way she was acting.

His heart leaped with concern and confusion knowing something wasn't right here.

Elsa "I...." she fell silent.

Her heart pounding against her chest while she thought how she could get out of this one, but it was too late Jack was already giving her the look of a puppy did when they were in trouble the only thing was she was the one who was in trouble, and he wanted answers to her sudden outburst of self thoughts. What was she supposed to say? The truth? A lie? No, she couldn't lie .... not to the person she loved with all her heart. No maybe it was time to tell the truth like he said. But what if he did run away after she told him how she was treat and spoken to? I mean he already knew the horrors she had endured while being there what's to say he would run away with already knowing that information?

Jack "Elsa, you're scaring me, please answer my question did you sleep with me because you thought you had no other option?" He asked his heart beating furiously.

The silence fell between them once more as his heart ached for answers.

Jack "Seriously Elsa, I want you to talk to me it's what I'm here for." He spoke.

Elsa "I-It w-was h-him h-he told me I-I was a D-disappointment...."

Jack "Oh Elsa...." He sighed deeply as his heart broke into a million pieces as he hugged her tight kissing her forehead with sweetness.