Especially you

Worst girlfriend in the world.

Chapter 32. "Worst girlfriend in the world"
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Hi guys, I just love this chapter and loved writing it.
Wait until the end, I'm just saying🥹
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Reds pov

It was getting closer and closer to Halloween, and that also meant mine and Chloe's one year anniversary. But luckily it still was a few weeks away. Chloe was still high on whatever she was taking, and I couldn't stand seeing her like this.

Ever since I found the plastic cup with her pills, it had been ice cold between us. Something shifted in the air that day, and for every day that went past I really regretted going to Uma.

Yeah, Chloe found out I did that, and let me tell you... She was not happy.

A while ago we got in the biggest fight. But I realized one thing, Chloe wasn't the one failing.. I was.

I failed her.

The day of the argument

I was lying in bed, exhausted from the day when Chloe came storming in.

She was mad, so mad.

You could see it in the was she walked, in the way she talked, just everything about her.

This was nothing like the Chloe I knew, I didn't even know she could get aggressive. But I remembered, it wasn't her.. It was the pills.

- Red?? You. Told. UMA?! She screamed, barely even being inside the door.
- Chloe I-
- No, no, no. Wait. You go to tell Uma? Before asking me? Red, I thought we were a team, I didn't take you for a backstabber, she spat.

I felt like a knife cut right through my throat.

What the fuck did I do.

- Chloe I don't- I started.

- NO! You don't have the right to do that, I have been keeping everything from everyone always,
I've stood up for you, helped you when you were at your lowest!
And what do I get in return? You telling the principal instead of trying to help me, you just gave up.
You haven't asked me once how I was actually doing?
HOWS THAT FARE? She yelled out, talking so fast I barely cached up.

I felt the knife twist, pushing tears out of my eyes.

- Chloe I- I- I stammered, but couldn't get a word out.

I realized she was right. I gave up. I gave up on her, I didn't listen to what she was actually telling me. I just went straight to the conclusion that she was crazy. But maybe she wasn't.

- Chloe, I'm sorry, I tried, as I walked up to her.
- Don't! She panicked, walking away from me.
- Please? Just-

- Red, I said no! We were supposed to be a team! I'm literally your girlfriend, and you think it's easier to go tell Uma to help me than actually doing something yourself? God! She said, throwing her hands up.

She cried too now. Holding her hands over her eyes.

I was in total panic mode, I tried to breathe but I couldn't. I was so wrong, so wrong, and I didn't realize it until now.

- Chloe I'm so sorry, I was just so scared of loosing you to those pills, and I feel like I kind of am, look at yourself, where's my Chloe? I cried, looking at her like the world depended on it

She didn't say anything back, she looked at me and bit her lip a little.

- Chloe please? I tried, again.