Especially you

Good luck babe!

Chapter 56. "Good luck babe!"

Reds pov

I woke up, home, in bed with Chloe snuggled up beside me. I vaguely remembered Zack carrying me up from the car last night. I looked around in the room, feeling like I was more than just hungover.

My body was tired, exhausted from the panic attack. I felt like I was paralyzed, I couldn't move. I felt like my body hadn't recovered even a bit.

I laid my head back at the pillow again, but reaching for my phone. I had a dozen texts from Gabby, both from last night and today. She wondered how I was doing. She said she was worried.

I quickly sent her a message that I was fine, and I was just at home with Chloe.

Aside from the panic attack, Gabby and I had a really good time yesterday. She was actually very nice, and popular it seemed.

Gabby sent me another text.
"Want to grab lunch together today?:)"

I thought for a second and glanced over at a sleeping Chloe. She didn't mind right? Gabby and I were only friends! But why did I sort of feel guilty.

I replied,
"Yes sure, at 12?:)"

I put my phone down, glancing over at Chloe again as I wrapped my arm around her. "I love you" I whispered in her neck. Trying to swallow the guilt that washed over me.

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Gabby and I sat inside a nice cozy little restaurant in town, I looked out the window, seeing leaves falling off the trees.

- So I got a private invite to another party tonight, wanna go? We can bring Zack, Ryan and Chloe if you want, Gabby says as she takes another bite of her food.

- Another party? I don't think I even recovered from the last one, I awkwardly laughed.

- Please Red, you and I are the party gals! We need to go! Please! She begged, as she looked at me with puppy eyes.

- Ughh, fine! But where bringing everybody! I answered.
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Chloe's pov

Guess what Red was doing, yet again. Hanging out with Gabby. I still held all of the anger inside me, that burning jealousy I was feeling. Ugh, I was sick of Gabby.

I tried to shake the feeling away, but knowing Red was out having lunch with her right now made something inside me burn even more.

I tried to study, but I couldn't concentrate. All I could think of was how Gabby probably looked at Red right now, admiring her. How she flirted with her, trying to show off her emerald eyes and her stupid perfect body. Ughhhhhh.

Dragonfly jumped into my lap, I petted her carefully while I tried to calm down a bit. But why did I bother.....

My phone lit up and I got a text from Red.
"Gabby invited us to this private party tonight, up for it?"

Ughhhh. Hell no. I didn't want to. But the idea of Gabby and Red alone at yet another party was just too much. I needed to go.

"Yea fine, could be fun baby<3"

She couldn't find out how jealous I was, I tried to keep it cool. This was nothing like me. I knew the girl was trouble. I knew it from the second I met her, I just didn't want to push Red away. I wanted to stay healthy, that is what made us have this strong bond and make the relationship last this long.

When the night rolled around and Red and I were getting ready I had this raging anxiety in my whole body. I felt like something was gonna happen tonight, I was really on edge.