At the pent house
As jungkook walked through the main door preety much drunk, feeling a bit exhausted, he found no one but taehyung seatlled on the couch in the living room, working on his laptop, he's eyes were glued to the laptop screen, and he wasn't aware of jungkook's presence in the room.
Jungkook cleared his throat to grab his attention, as he walked towards him, but taehyung glanced at him before diverting his gaze at his laptop screen again, ignoring his existence in the room.
Jungkook sighed heavily, as he was well aware why tae was ignoring him, but he wasn't able to do anything and make things right, he wanted to talk to him but wasn't sure if it's gonna be make things batter or not, after how he was behaving with tae for a while now, he wasn't sure if taehyung gonna believe him, understand him or not.
With a heavy heart, he took his place on the couch across of him, he's eyes glued to the ground, as he streched he's neck a little, after a while of silence he finally found the courage and decide to break this awkward silence between them,
" hmm, where is Namjoon hyung ? " He asked in his calm voice trying to get taehyung's attention,
" I don't know, he's not here, and he didn't even tell me where he was going. " Taehyung replied still looking at the screen, he's fingers still working on the keyboard carefully.
Jungkook looked at him with, he's eyes narrowing a little, a flicker of hurt crossing his face before he quickly masked it " you deserve this, Jk, now face it " he murmured to himself before lifting his body up from the couch and making his way towards his room with a heavy heart.
As taehyung felt his presence missing around him, he looked up from the screen and towards his room, feeling a little guilty but it wasn't he's fault, jungkook was the one who was pushing him away from a while now, he let out a deep breath before returning to his pending work.
Jungkook entered inside his room and the first thing that catch his attention was he's and taehyung's photo hanging on the fall just above his bed, he stared at the frame for a while, he's mind reeling with the emotions he couldn't quite understand, he wanted to go back, to tell taehyung the truth he was hiding, to hold him close and beg for his forgiveness but there's something that was holding him back,
Instead of going back and talk to taehyung clearly, he approached he's bed, changing into a pair of comfortable clothes, he lay there in his room in silence, the weight of his thoughts keeping him awake and not letting him to be able to fall asleep.
Outside his room, taehyung was seating with he's eyes closed, the Strom of the emotions building inside him wasn't helping him to focus on his work, he sighed as he placed the laptop aside for a while, trying to control his emotions.
It was already 3 o'clock, but there was no sleep in his eyes, he was not finding peace anywhere in these four walls, neither Jimin nor Namjoon was here who could console him a little and gather his courage.,
Inside the room, jungkook was still awake, his eyes fixed to the ceiling, his mind consumed with thoughts of taehyung and the problem between them, he could feel the tension in his body, the need to escape, to run away from it al, but he doesn't wanted to leave his love, his life, his taehyung alone.
He sighed heavily as he sat up on the bed, feeling a sense of uneasiness he decide to get some fresh air to refresh he's mind, he slipped out of the bed and made his way towards the balcony, opening the sliding door he walked inside the balcony, he's eyes roaming around at the shining stars and moon in the dark sky, he sighed taking a deep breath in the fresh air.
A sense of relief he felt, as the cold breez start caressing his face, the feeling reminding him of taehyung's touch, he stands there with eyes closed enjoying the feeling and imagining taehyung caressing his face.
When he opened his eyes again he found a figure standing in the garden, narrowing he's eyes a little he tried to see the face of the person, it was taehyung, jungkook looked at him, he's chest tightening, he wanted to call out for him, he wanted to reach out and hug him, but he wasn't able to do this, he watched him silently, his eyes following tae's silhouette in the darkness, his heart aching with regret.
Taehyung was roaming in the garden, looking up at the dark sky he was feeling the emptiness of his heart, as the memories of past start roaming around his mind,
How he used to watch the stars with Jungkook for hours, how he used to feel comfortable in his embrace, how Jungkook used to make him feel special with his words and his actions but now it seems as if everything has changed.
" jungkook has changed, his behavior has changed, his love has changed, everything has changed "
On the other hand
A car was parked on the banks of the Han River, and a figure was sitting a short distance away from it. In the dark, deserted environment, the sound of water flowing slowly could be clearly heard. The image of the moon was shining in the water, the atmosphere was calm, no one was visible far and wide. Just one person, entangled in the battle between his own heart and mind, was sitting alone in this place looking at the water, his eyes were shining with unshaded tears.
Lost in his own thoughts, he sipped the whiskey held in his hand, letting its taste dissolve in his mouth. trying to penetrate the maze of emotions within himself,
His eyes roaming around at the water as he took another sip of the wishkey " the world it's so strange, the water which is nowhere to found on the moon even after searching so hard, it's reflecting the image of the same moon so perfectly" he let out a chuckle.
" My relationship with you is also similar to this, ji-hyun, Just like no one can find water on the the moon no matter how hard they try, I too don't exist in your life, But still I have kept you in my heart just as water reflects the moon. "
A smile appeared across his face at the mention of ji-hyun's name but the smile get failed to reach his tearful eyes, " you know what, When I used to see Namjoon hyung helpless in front of his love, I couldn't believe that love can make a person so helpless, but today when I am going through the same thing, I understand that, Love can make anyone do anything, "
He looked up at the sky feeling the cold breez caressing his face and ruffling his hair,
" If only I had had the courage to express my love to you earlier, then today I would have been in Jin hyung's place, Instead of that you would have loved me as much as you love him today " he closed his eyes, as a single drop of tear slide down from his eyes.
" Jimin oppa, " a soft voice run through his ear's as jimin opened his eyes wide, founding the sound similar, he looked around with a hope to see her,
When he looked back, he found ji-hyun standing there with a warm smile, confusion sparking through her eyes, as she approached him slowly, taking her place beside him, she looked at him " what are you doing here ? " She asked her gaze roaming around, " no one is here, it's not safe for you, you know this right? " She asked her voice soft, just like a music to jimin's ear's.
He looked at him as cloud of confusion hovered over him, but he quickly shook this thoughts out of head, before mirroring her smile, " I was just not feeling a little well, and you know that whenever my mind is filled with thoughts, I come here to calm my mind, but why are you here alone at this time " he asked as he looked around, looking for anyone she could come with, but there was no one here.
" I wasn't feeling well as well so I come here to get some fresh air" she looked at him, her eyes and face was shining under the moonlight, jimin's heart swelled with emotions as he looked at her, his eyes meeting her, he reached out removing a strand of hair from her cheeks, he's fingers barely touching her soft skin,
He looked at her in silence for a while, he's eyes lingering on her face for a little longer before his vision went blank for a moment.
When he opened his eyes again, he was all alone, ji-hyun was nowhere to be seen, he sighed shaking his head a little " i think I'm too much drunk, I'm getting illusion again "
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Since I can't be together with you right now, i will be content just dreaming about when we will be together again
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