As Namjoon walked out of the room, Jin let out a heavy sigh, sitting down on the edge of the bed, tears forming into his eyes, as he thought about the whole situation, he was in a very big trouble, but it wasn't the thing he was worried for, the thought of hurting Namjoon, making him feel betrayed was the thing he was feeling guilty for,
He doesn't wanted to hurt him, but he has to for his own good, he can't give up on his plan, he have to do this, hurt Namjoon a little more, It's the dark before the dawn, If he wants to give Namjoon all his happiness back, he will have to give him some pain,
Jin closed he's eyes, taking some deep breaths to hold back his tears, and get a hold on his emotions, in the silent room only sound echoing was the sound of his own breaths, he's heart felt heavy as he think about his father's disappointed face, the pain in Namjoon's eyes, the burden of him being the reason for all this felt heavy on his heart,
The memories of the after a month of his marriage with Namjoon crawling back to him, because of which he was doing all this now.
Flashback --
Today was the day when Namjoon and Jin were about to complete one month of their marriage, jin was sitting in his room, waiting for he's husband who wasn't at home till yet, it was already 2 AM in the night, and Jin was getting worried now, he was sitting on the bed, the blanket lying on his feets, covering his lower body, protecting him from the cold breez coming through the window's of the room, and giving him warmth,
He's fingers working on the phone screen as he countinue to scroll through the notification and some other app's to distract himself and calm down his raising mind.
But he was jolted from he's thoughts with a loud thud, the sound diverting his gaze from his phone screen to the door, where stood Namjoon, too much drunk that he wasn't even able to stand straight,
Namjoon stumbled in, already took much drunk from the alcohol.
He closed the door behind him, leaning against the wall for balance as he looked at jin, his gaze traveling over his figure for a while.
"Ah, there you are, the person who destroyed my whole life"Namjoon spoke in his cold voice, the harsh word's cutting deep into Jin's heart.
Jin flinched at he's harsh word's and cold tone, looking at him with confusion clearly written on his face, " what are you talking about Mr. Kim ? "
" Don't play coy with me, now, don't give me that innocent look, Jin, you know what I'm talking about, don't you?, you're satisfied now, right?, you're satisfied that you destroyed my whole life, are you satisfied that you broke my family into pieces, are you satisfied that because of you, i lost ji-hyun, are you satisfied now, Mr. Kim Seokjin " Namjoon countinue, taking slow steps towards the bed, he's sharp gaze focused on Jin, he's voice raising with every word.
He stopped in front of jin, he's hand's reaching out to grab Jin's chin, forcing him to look into he's eyes directly, he's grip almost painful making jin hiss in pain, " are you satisfied now?, that you turned my life into not less than a hell " Namjoon greeted his teeth in anger,
" What are you doing, Mr. Kim ? " Jin spoke, he's voice almost like a whisper, he's hand's reaching out to grab Namjoon's hand as he tried to get free from Namjoon's tight grip,
" Why ?, can't tolerate a little pain, huh ?, "Namjoon tighten he's grip a little more,
" Leave me, Mr. Kim, you're hurting me now " Jin spoke, making Namjoon scoff in frustration,
Namjoon moved he's hand away from Jin's face, " oh am i hurting you now ?, and what about the things you did with me huh ? " He asked, he's voice raising again, as he took a step back, running he's hand through he's hair in frustration,
" What did I did huh ? " Jin asked,
" You're asking me that huh ?, you broke my family into pieces, you snatched my ji-hyun From us, she leaved this country because of you, damn it, and i wasn't able to stop anything" Namjoon growled, slamming his hand on the bedside table.
" I did ?, are you kidding me, it was you who did it, it wasn't my fault, it was yours, you married me, you get agreed to this marriage, i wasn't ready for this marriage, but my father forced me into this, aren't you were aware of my relationship with ji-hyun huh ?, " Jin asked, he's voice raising a little, as he defended himself,
" Aware of your relationship with ji-hyun?, absolutely not, i wasn't aware of this shit, or i will never get agreed to this marriage, no one tell me about it, neither you nor jihyun told me about this, I'm regretting this now, I'm regretting this decision, I'm regretting getting agreed to this marriage with you, "
Jin was hurt by his harsh words, he looked at him for a while, tears forming into he's eyes, Namjoon's word echoing in his mind again and again, " oh so you're regretting it now ? " He asked, a hint of hurt and restlment present in he's voice.
" Yes I'm regretting this, more than anything else in this world " Namjoon spoke again, he's mind wasn't working straight due to the effect of alcohol.
" Okey than, I'm going to make everything right, Mr. Kim, you're regretting this right?, you thought that I'm the reason because of which your life gets spoiled, you think I'm the cause because of which ji-hyun leave this country right?, than I'm going to make everything right, i will bring ji-hyun back into this house, mark my words, Mr. Kim " Jin spoke, determined to make everything right,
Flashback end's ---
" I'm doing all this for you, Mr. Kim, I'm sorry, for hurting you, " Jin whispered to himself, whipping his tears softly.
Outside the room ---
Namjoon strome out of the room, Making he's way down the stairs and towards living room, he was still frustrated, a stern look still present on his face, he's eyes burning with anger, he's loud voice echoing through the whole living room, as he called for Mrs. Hae, the head of the staff,
Hearing his voice, Mrs. Hae quickly walked out of the kitchen walking towards Namjoon, her face composed and neutral.
"Yes, Mr. Kim ? "
Namjoon's jaw was clenched tight, his body taut with anger, " I'm leaving, make sure Jin don't leave the room, i will be back before dinner maybe, but if I didn't than take Jin's dinner in the room and make sure he eats something, since you know, he didn't eat his food alone, " he said he's voice still cold but a little calm.
" Yes, Mr. Kim, don't worry i will make sure he eats something " Mrs. Hae, resured him,
Namjoon nod his head, before speaking again, " make sure everything is fine, and call me if he refused to eat or didn't listen to you, okey? "
Mrs. Hae nod in acknowledgement, " i will, Mr. Kim "
Namjoon nod his head again, last time casting a gaze towards upstairs to his room, he's eyes lingering on the closed door a while longer before he diverted his gaze away, and with a deep sigh he made his way out of the house.
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