mafia's promise

64

The night went through, both of them were unable to fall asleep, Jin was lost in his thoughts, stealing glances at Namjoon once in a while,

Namjoon on the other side can feel jin's eyes on his back but he refuses to turn around and face him,

When the clock struck five, Namjoon finally pushed the blanket away, sitting up on the bed, he stretched his back before getting up and heading towards the bathroom,

Jin felt the silent movements as he turned he's face to look at Namjoon, before he closed the door behind him, he turned to look at the clock, 5:00 AM.

He was leaving early today?.

Jin thought as he pushed the blanket away, and sat up on the bed, his back resting against the headboard, waiting for Namjoon so he can talk.

He can hear the faded voice of water dripping.

He was getting ready for the work this much earlier in the morning today ?.

Jin thought, glancing towards the bathroom door, he knew Namjoon was mad at him, but that doesn't mean he will just tried to act like that, so distance, detached with him, Jin won't admit it out loud but this behaviour of him was hurting him more than anything.

He wanted to short the things between them, but Namjoon was being stubborn avoiding the conversation,

The sound of the door opening broke the chain of jin's thought, as he looked up, only to found Namjoon walking out of the door in just a towel, with drying his wet hairs with another.

He's expression were unreadable but he can saw his jaw tightened slightly as he looked towards the bed and found Jin already looking at him.

He paused for a second before he closed the door behind him and Walked over to the wardrobe, throwing the wet towel he was drying his hairs with on the couch.

Jin hesitant as he saw Namjoon getting dressed up, without even saying anything or acknowledging him,  his fingers fidgeting on his lap as he spoke up in a hesitant but pleading voice, " Mr. Kim..i "

But Namjoon cut him off before he can start. " I'm not in a mood to talk Jin, just go back to sleep" he said fastening his belt, before reaching out for his blazer.

Jin let out a soft sigh as he pushed the blanket away and got up from the bed, taking slow almost hesitant steps towards his husband.

" But it's still early in the morning, where are you going at this time ? " He finally stopped at a few steps away from Namjoon.

" I have some important work to take care of, and why you care anyway about where I go, what I do huh ?, " Namjoon blurred out, his voice cold with a sharp edge.

" What's wrong with you, Mr. Kim, why are you behaving like that ?, " Jin said a hint of frustration in his voice before he paused to calm himself down a little before adding in a softer voice with a hint of guilt, " i know i hurt your feelings, but can't we just talk things out ?, avoiding the issue won't do anything better " he said, as he looked at Namjoon,

Who was busy styling his hairs,

" I said I'm not in a mood talk, we will talk about it when I will be ready enough to hear the truth from you " he paused, he hand's reaching out to grab his phone and car keys, before he turned to face Jin, now standing face to face him, " because i know the truth will just hurt me " it was the last word he muttered before he walked past Jin, towards the bedroom door.

" Mr. Kim...wait " Jin turned around and called out behind him but it was late, Namjoon was already out of the room.

Jin let out a small sigh of frustration, raking a hand through his messy hairs before he reached and flopped down on the bed again, " the more i am trying to get everything better, the more things are being messed up ".