It's 4 in the morning and Jin hasn't even taken a wink of sleep since he regained consciousness and Mia left him. He's crying. He doesn't know how many calls he made to Namjoon.
he doesn't even remember But Namjoon didn't pick up the call, not even once, Jin's anxiety was increasing now, So many bad thoughts are coming in his mind
Where to find Namjoon and whom to ask about him? he doesn't even know this
He also calls Yoongi but his phone is out of coverage area, Now Jin can't do anything, he is helplessly pacing back and forth in the same place in his room due to nervousness. Despite having fever, he is more worried about Namjoon than himself
He called Namjoon one last time, deciding that if he didn't pick up the phone this time, he will go outside to find him but where ? Even he doesn't know where he will go But he can't watch this show while holding his hands.
As soon as his phone got disconnected after the last ring and namjoon did not pick up the call Jin took no time in taking his car keys and coming out of the room. He came downstairs narrowly avoiding falling down of them .he's still feeling a little dizzy
He had just reached the main gate but before he could extend his hand to open it, the door opened on its own. Which forced Jin to step back a bit.
" Who would have come this early in the morning? "
" Who would have opened the door from outside? "
Many such questions surround his mind.
But as soon as the door opens completely and Jin sees the person standing on the other side, he feels a sense of peace which he has never experienced till today.
Here Namjoon is standing outside the door, his hair is a bit messy, his clothes are a mess but thank God there is no injury mark anywhere on his body.
As soon as Jin saw him he threw himself into Namjoon's arms, hugging him tightly while crying. Like if he didn't hug him tightly, Namjoon would leave him again.
" Jinnie baby You have fever, Oh God, your body is burning like a fire." Namjoon said, feeling the heat emanating from Jin's clothes.
" did you take any medicine and ate something " Namjoon asked, pulling Jin closer to him. Feeling guilty for scaring his love like that by disappearing without telling him
" Jinnie baby plesase stop crying Brace yourself let's go inside "
" Where were you? Do you know how worried I wass ? " Jin said not leaving namjoon even after his attempt to Break the hug
" It's okey baby I'm here now so can you please stop crying now? " Namjoon asked, removing jin's hands away from his neck And moving jin a little away so that he could see jin's face clearly
" Wh-why didn't you co- come home since last night? " Jin asked amidst his hiccups, the tears in his eyes were still not stopping.
" I'm sorry my baby my love but sweetheart look, I am here in front of you now so stop crying let's go inside, We'll talk about it later " Namjoon wiped the tears from Jin's eyes and picked him up bridle style, carrying him towards the room.
Coming into the room, he placed Jin on the bed. Sitting beside him, he held jin's face in his hands and wiped his tears with his thumb.
" I made a mistake, I admit it, but please stop crying, I don't like the tears in your eyes. Please jinnie I'm sorry baby " Namjoon said as he hugged him once again burying his face into the Crook of jin's neck sniffing his calming scent of his husband
" Jin please, you have fever so please stop crying otherwise your fever will get worse. " Namjoon said as tears started to make their way into his eyes too.
After sitting like this for a while, when Jin calmed down a bit, Namjoon distanced himself from him, breaking the embrace. he wiped Jin's face which was wet with tears.
After a brief silence, Jin finally broke it with a question.
" Mr Kim now tell me where were you " Jin said in his low voice , his throat had become sore from crying.
" I went on a mission, it was very important. It lasted longer than I thought, so I couldn't return home. As soon as it was over, I came back. " Namjoon replied in his calm voice while rubbing Jin's cheeks with his gentle hand.
" why didn't you tell me, You know I was worried to death for you " Jin said, holding Namjoon's hand with which namjoon was caressing his cheeks.
" I'm sorry my love, please forgive me I was angry with you yesterday, that's why wasn't talking to you, when I got a call from Jungkook, I thought I would finish my work quickly and return by morning. But the work took too much time to complete And I couldn't return home, as soon as the work is done I returned home I was worried about you too " Namjoon told him, feeling guilty about his own actions.
" Now you tell me where you were going at this time " namjoon asked
" I was going to find you, I was having very bad thoughts in my mind that something might have happened to you." Jin replied truthfully as tears began to form in his eyes once again.
" Ok ok I'm sorry now stop crying I am here now look nothing has happened to me I am sitting safe and sound in front of you " Namjoon consoles him, not wanting to see him cry again.
" but next time don't do it, in case something happens, I'm worried about you. " Jin scold him
Glaring at him with his puffy and swollen eyes,
" Yes my love , I won't do it again. " Namjoon said while kissing him lightly on the cheeks
jin hugged him again not being able to control the ocean of his feeling which is on the rise after seeing Namjoon in front of him.
He has been away from him only for a day But he is feeling as if he is meeting him after a century.
After a brief embrace in silence, Namjoon releases Jin from his arms.
" Now you rest, I will come right after taking a shower, see my condition, I need it very much. " Namjoon said and gently laid Jin on the bed and he himself went to the bathroom.
After showering and wearing comfortable clothes, Namjoon joined Jin in the bed. Who has already fallen asleep because of the exhaustion of crying so much.
Please Forgive me my love for scaring you like that and making you cry but what should I do? I was so angry with you, so angry that I didn't even tell you before going out.
But I can't see you with anyone else Jin, When you said you were going to leave me, I tolerated it. But I couldn't tolerate that you went to meet Miho without telling me. Jin You don't know what kind of person he is, I just hope you don't get yourself into any big trouble. I just went to find out information about him and According to the information I have received his intentions don't seem right to me
Jin please Don't break the trust that I have in you and don't do anything that you will regret for the rest of your life. don't take such a decision that will ruin both of our lives, i love you so much jin i can ruin anyone for you, And believe me, if Miho even tries to touch you, that day will be the last day of his life i swear to you jin I will destroy him and give him a death that people will be afraid to come near you after hearing About it
Namjoon caressed Jin's cheeks and hugged him from the behind sleeping in his husband's warm embrace, trying to hill the cut in his heart which is given by the person he love the most
The people say that -
The first love is sweeter
And
The first cut is deeper
Namjoon can relat to this today
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mafia's promise
Fanfiction" I don't think you love me, You just love my body and that's why you brought me here " Jin said with tears flowing from his eyes These words went like a knife cutting through namjoon's heart, A flood of anger surged in his body " Don't you ever dar...
