mafia's promise

3

The next morning, like every time, Jin was the first one to wake up with the first ray of sunlight coming through the window. He rubs his eyes gently, adjusting his eyes to the light. He opens his eyes and is about to get up when, like every time, Namjoon's grip tightens around his waist.Jin looks at the hand on his waist and then next to him where Namjoon is sleeping carefree. Soft snores are coming out of his mouth, he looks like a little child, Seeing this brings a smile to Jin's face. He slowly tries to remove Namjoon's hand from his waist. But it's no use. Whenever he tries to remove hia hand, his grip is becoming stronger.

Jin lets out a breath and thinks of sleeping a little longer, He turns his gaze towards Namjoon and everything from yesterday comes back to his mind. If Namjoon doesn't love him then why is he doing all this?
Why is he making him feel loved?

If he is doing all this only for his parents, then why does he behave like that when they are alone, as if he loves him so much, as if he cannot think about anyone else but him?

Is this some drama or pretense that he is doing?

Leave it. it's his life, he can do whatever he wants. What do I have to do with all this? It's not that I love him or he loves me. This is just an unwanted situation in which we are trapped,  If Namjoon likes someone else then it shouldn't be a problem for me, He can like whoever he wants, I have no right to get angry at him or be angry with him.

With all these thoughts Jin again tries to remove Namjoon's hand from his waist , It is getting late now, he have to make breakfast and then go to the restaurant to see the work. And this time he gets success in it

After removing namjoon's hand, he slowly gets out of bed, slips into his pair of slippers and makes his way to the bathroom to finish his morning routine. After completing his activities he comes down the stairs to prepare breakfast.

Jin's POv

I was just cutting vegetables to make breakfast when I felt two hands on my waist. I don't even need to look back because I know it's Namjoon, I can feel him even before I see him.

" Good morning sweetheart" Namjoon said, bringing his face close to my neck and smelling my fragrance.

I didn't answer him because even though I wasn't saying anything, it didn't mean that I didn't feel bad about yesterday.

When he got no response from me, he turned me towards him. Leaving my waist he took my face in his hands and made me look at him.

" Baby are you still angry with me,
I know I am a jerk, I kept you waiting but believe me, I had a very important meeting yesterday which I couldn't refuse to attend so i had to go
I'm really sorry princess please don't be made at me "  letting go of my face and holding his ears. Namjoon apologized,

Oh God, why is he so cute, how can I not forgive him? He looks so innocent, I don't feel like staying angry with him any longer.

"It's ok mr. kim, I am not angry with you, anyway I have no right to be angry or upset with you." Placing my hands on his chest, I gently pushed Namjoon away from me.

I turn around and start making breakfast again, i can still feel namjoon standing behind me
I didn't say anything harsh to him, right?

Now I feel bad for him I can feel his sad eyes on me, Oh God, why am I like this? Why can't I keep my thoughts to myself?, I shouldn't have talked to him like that. He was apologizing lovingly. I told him too much.

"Mr. Kim Breakfast is ready, you go and freshen up, I will put the food on the table." I told him while putting breakfast on the plate

He is still standing in the same place with his head bowed down, I picked up the breakfast plate from the counter and walked past him to place it on the table.

Now what happened to him, have his legs frozen, why is he not moving from that place?

I put the plate on the tablet and walk over to him.

"Mr. Kim I told you that I am not angry with you, now go and get ready, then come to have breakfast." I slowly placed my hand on his shoulder and shook him a little.
He comes out of his thoughts with a jerk, it seems as if he had gone to another world for a while.

" Jin Whatever you said, you didn't mean it, right?" Namjoon said, taking my hands in his and pressing them a little.

Does what I say affect him that much?

" Answer me jin, you didn't mean to say that at all, right?" Namjoon asked me again while shaking my hands a little.

" Yes ....yes, I didn't mean it that way, I just wanted to say that I am not angry or upset with you. " I replied to him in a low, calm voice while caressing his hands.

" Don't ever say that again. No matter how angry you are, you can hit me, abuse me, but don't say that again.
I can tolerate everything but not this
Please jin " Namjoon said as he pulled me towards him and held me in his arms.

what a fuss this is, On one hand, he is bringing girls home with him And on the other hand he is doing all this, oh god i'm gonna go crazy, What's going on? Is this all a game or what? " Kicking all these thoughts out of my mind, I break the hug.

" Mr. Kim Now go get ready, I already have set breakfast on the table."

" Okay, you go and sit, I will just go quickly and get ready and then we will have breakfast together okay "
I just nodded my head at his words

He makes me sit on the chair near the dining table and runs towards our room.

" He really acts like a 5 year old sometimes " I think, shaking my head at his actions as a small smile graces my lips