In the dimlighted room, the only sound can heard was the soft sound of the vehicles running on the roads outside, making the surroundings calm, comfortable and soothing but it wasn't comforting enough for jungkook and his heart, which was longing for the person he loved the most in this damn world.
But they say that everyone is helpless before destiny, and the same thing is happening here as well, just love isn't enough, If fate doesn't favor you, then no matter how much you love, you will have to endure separation, This is what Jungkook is explaining to himself, but the heart is stubborn, no one has been able to control it.
Jungkook was standing near the window, he's hand's resting on the wooden frame, flexing his muscles, as he looked outside at the dark sky, the moonlight illuminating the outer space with his silver light, providing a little sense of peace to his troubled mind.
He took a deep breath, closing he's eyes, filling the cold breez caressing his face, his mind filled with unnecessary thoughts again, making him feel frustrated, frustrated with his own self for being so week in front of the situation he was trapped into, for not being able to find a way to escape,
He needs the peace again, he wants to go back into the time and make evrything right again, he want's to hold taehyung close to him, to be able to feel his warmth again, to share restless and sleepless nights like these with him, who knows how long he can endure this, how long he gonna be able to take all this and stey calm.
He was tired, tired of evrything, He is stuck in a labyrinth from which he cannot see a way out. Taehyung's sad face, him slowly distancing himself from everyone, it's not easy for Jungkook to see all of this, especially when he knows he's the one who caused it.
He wants to comfort him, wants to hug him and tell him that evrything is going to be alright, but how ?, How can he reassure him that everything is going to be fine when he himself is not sure,
Evrything was being difficult for him, for taehyung, for their relationship, he loves taehyung more than anything and this distance between them was eating him alive, his heart, his soul was longing and yearning for tae,
But he's helpless,
Jungkook let out a sigh, running a hand through his hair's, a look of displeasure and frustration flashing on his face, because of all the unnecessary thoughts,
When the sound of his phone ringing reached his ears.
He pushed himself away from the door frame, he's hand reaching out to grab his phone which was placed on the table beside the window, and as he looked at the caller I'd, he can't help but cursed under his breath, he's hand's cleanched into a fist, as he tried to control himself and his anger first before picking up the call.
He took a deep breath before before bringing the phone to his ear.
" What do you need now ? " Jungkook said, he's voice cold and distant, clearly showing that he wasn't interested in talking with the person, other side on the call.
" What do you mean huh ?, Don't you have any manners, no hello, no nothing, this is how you talk to your father? " The person on the other side, sighed at his cold voice, clearly unpleased by his behaviour.
" Oh are you sure, that I'm your son huh ?, because the way you're behaving with me, i have doubts about that "
" Don't you dare to talk to me like that, I'm your father, don't you have any manners left, is this how i thought you to behave with your elder's? Have I taught you to behave like this with your father? "
" don't question my manners, question yourself, see how are you behaving with your own son, see how you making me suffer just for your so called reputation and How many lives are you ruining with your old thinking? "
" I don't care, i don't care what you think i don't care if you think I'm an selfish man, you still have to listen to me, did you understand that? "
Jungkook clenched his jow even more tightly, he was fad up with this all, " why did you called me huh ?, just tell me already, i don't want to hear anything else now "
Mr. Jeon, let out a deep sigh, before speaking again, he's voice serious and commanding. " I called you to tell you that, I'm arranging a blind date for you, and you have to attend it, I'm not going to listen to any excuse from you this time "
Jungkook's patient was running thin now, how can he's father can do this, after knowing everything, he's hand's clenching into fist at his side, as he tried to control his anger,
" I'm not going to come, and I don't gonna listen to you anymore, I'm not going to marry anyone other than tae, did you hear me "
Jungkook's father chuckled, he's voice cold and deep as he speaks again, " and who told you that you can decide it, I'm the one who gonna decide who will you going to marry or not, you batter understand that you're not in a place to argue with me, did you get forget that, what am I capable of doing, My dear son,"
Jungkook let out a deep sigh, he know he can't fight back against he's dad, not now especially when he know that he's dad can do anything, he's a heartless person, who's not going to think twice before doing anything terrifying things, but he can't just accept everything he's father wants him to do,
" How can you do this with me ? with your own son ? " Jungkook said he's voice raising with the weight of emotions he was feeling right now,
" When my son is not thinking about my reputation and me, than why should I think about him huh ?, you're going to do as i say, or you know the consequences already, " jungkook's father said, he's voice authoritative not leaving any space for further arguments or disobedience.
Jungkook run a hand through he's messy hair, he's frustration and annoyance obvious in he's voice as he speaks, " i will think about it, you can cut the call now, i don't wanna talk to you anymore"
" What.. now you gonna tell me what to do ?, i will....." Jungkook's father was cut off mid-sentence as jungkook hang up the call.
He's grip tightening around the phone, as he thinks about the mess he was stuck into, he don't want to do it, not when he's madly in love with tae, when he's heart, he's body, he's soul evrything is screaming at him, when he was craving for tae, when he's heart want he's touch, want to hear he's voice, more than anything in this world,
But he can't do this, he can't go back to him, not now, when he knows the consequences,
He's frustration was increasing with each passing moment, he's mind replaying evrything, every moment he spend with the love of he's life and the pain of separation was being unbearable for him.
" Damn it, i can't do that" he's voice was loud with a mix of frustration and hurt as he hit he's phone on the wall in front of him with a loud thud, making it's screen cracked.
" Darn it, i don't know why it's happening with us, i don't want to hurt you tae, but I have to, if i want evrything to be alright, i have to do this, i have to make you hurt, make you suffer a little more, but i promise, i will end this all drama soon, I won't give up on you, on us, never ever in my this life " he said determined to not let he's father ruin his life and let him take away he's tae from him. The promise he made echoing in his own ear again and again.
He looked out of the window for last time before he seat down on the chair placed beside the window, he's hand's reaching out for the bottle placed on the coffee table infront of him, as he pour a glass of whiskey for himself, the bitter test burning he's throat slightly, it was the only way he knows to calm his mind down,
The only medicine for the heartache he was feeling right now......
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