Chapter 22: "Facing the Truth"

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Chapter 22: "Facing the Truth"

The weight of Lizzie's decisions pressed heavily on her chest as she sat in silence after Robbie left. A wave of sadness washed over her, mixed with a deep sense of regret. She had spent so much time trying to hold onto something that was already slipping away. As she reflected on her relationship with Robbie, a stark realization hit her: she had hurt Y/N in much the same way Robbie had hurt her.

Karma, she thought bitterly, seemed to come full circle. She remembered all the late-night conversations with Y/N, how she had shared her dreams of love and family, how she had let Y/N go while holding onto the hope of happiness with Robbie. But now, that happiness felt hollow.

Driven by a sense of urgency, Lizzie picked up her phone and opened a new message to Y/N. Her fingers trembled as she typed out her feelings, pouring her heart into the apology.

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Dear Y/N,

I know I can never take back the pain I caused you, and I am deeply sorry for everything. I should have fought for you instead of letting you go, and I regret every moment I spent doubting your love. You were my person, and I took that for granted. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, even if it takes time.

You deserved so much better than what I gave you, and I hope that one day, I can meet you again and apologize in person.

Take care of yourself. You deserve all the happiness in the world.

With love,
Lizzie

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After hitting send, Lizzie felt a small sense of relief wash over her. But it was quickly replaced by an overwhelming wave of emotion. She picked up the phone again, dialing her mother’s number, her hands shaking.

“Mom?” she managed to choke out when her mother answered. “I need you. Can you come over?”

Within minutes, her mom and sister arrived. As soon as they walked through the door, Lizzie collapsed into her mother’s arms, tears streaming down her cheeks. “I’m so sorry, Mom. I let go of someone who was my person. I thought I could find happiness with Robbie, but I just hurt myself, and I hurt Y/N.”

Her mother held her tightly, soothing her with soft words, while her sister rubbed her back. “It’s okay, Lizzie. We’re here for you. You did what you thought was best at the time.”

“But it wasn’t!” Lizzie cried, her voice breaking. “Robbie cheated, but I don’t blame him. I blame myself for not being brave enough to hold onto Y/N, for letting go of true love because I was afraid. I should have known better. I hurt her the same way Robbie hurt me, and I don’t know how to forgive myself.”

Her sister chimed in softly, “You’re human, Lizzie. We all make mistakes, and that doesn’t define who you are. You’re learning and growing from this, and that’s what matters.”

But the words didn’t bring Lizzie comfort. Instead, she felt the churning of guilt within her. “I thought letting go of Y/N was what I needed to be happy. But now... now I just feel lost. I thought I could find happiness, but I’ve lost everything instead.”

As she spoke, memories of Y/N flooded back—laughter shared over coffee, quiet evenings spent in each other’s company, and the way Y/N understood her in a way no one else ever had. Those moments felt like precious jewels now, buried under the weight of her regrets.

“I’m so sorry,” Lizzie repeated, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’m so sorry I let her go. She was everything, and I didn’t realize it until it was too late.”

Her mother held her close, gently stroking her hair. “You’re going to be okay, Lizzie. It’s painful right now, but this will help you grow. You’re brave for facing your mistakes. You’ll find a way to make things right.”

Lizzie nodded, though the path ahead felt daunting. As she leaned against her mother, the warmth of family wrapped around her like a blanket, and for the first time since Robbie left, she felt a flicker of hope.

In the coming days, Lizzie worked hard to confront her emotions. She focused on self-forgiveness and accepted that her journey would take time. Each step felt heavy, but she was determined to emerge from the darkness and find a way back to herself.

Finding Strength

Weeks passed, and while the ache of her past decisions lingered, Lizzie began to understand that healing was a process. She took walks, wrote in her journal, and even allowed herself to feel the pain rather than suppress it.

Then one morning, as the sun poured through her window, she found the strength to take another step. With a deep breath, she decided to reach out to Y/N once more. She wanted to let her know that she was thinking of her, and that the apology wasn’t just words—it was a heartfelt promise to honor their shared memories and lessons learned.

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Hey Y/N,

I just wanted to let you know that I’m thinking of you. I hope you’re doing well. I’m still sorry for everything and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me one day.

Take care.

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As Lizzie hit send, she felt a weight lift from her shoulders. No matter what Y/N’s response might be, she had done her part to reach out, to acknowledge the hurt, and to strive for healing.

In the coming weeks, Lizzie focused on herself, her family, and the things that brought her joy. It was a long road ahead, but she was no longer running from her past; she was walking toward her future.

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Conclusion

In her journey of forgiveness and acceptance, Lizzie discovered the power of vulnerability and the importance of owning her mistakes. And while she knew the scars of her past would remain, they would serve as reminders of growth and resilience.

With every step forward, she felt a little lighter, ready to embrace the possibilities that lay ahead.

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