A Nagas tale

Unraveling doubt

Dinner was nice after running around like idiots Troy ended up losing the game unable to catch any of us. He sits in the dining room with a massive pout on his lip. Yyvonne didn't wait for the others and started eating. I felt cold as hell regretting the idea of playing tag in the middle of the freaking cold. The food is so nice and warm that I can't complain. "So how do you like the seal fat soup?" Roy asks. I nod "This is amazing." I  answer chewing on the fatty meat. "Oh, this is like the wagyu of seafood," I murmured. Kogen nods "This is a nice way to get the cold off of the bones." His answer sounded like such an old man. I giggle before finishing my soup "whats got ya laughing?" Kogen asks. I chew on the seal fat before pointing at him. "You sound like an old man," I answer before taking the last of the broth into my mouth. "hm, Let's see if you think of me as an old man later." He whispers into my ear. I choke on the broth not prepared for his taunt. I set the bowl down and started coughing out the broth that tried to kill me. 'Oh my gosh.' I take a deep breath when I finally empty my airways. I turn to Kogen seeing him trying his best not to give me a toothy grin. "Are you alright?" Ulysses asks. I nod "Y... yeah I just swallowed wrong." I answer. He nods "Take your time, there is no rush to finish." He assures me. I nod giving Ulysses a nervous smile. "Yeah sorry the soup was just too good." I try to think of a way to avoid revealing why I'd choked. Once dinner was done Troy and Ulysses showed Yyvonne to her room for the night and Roy guided us to our room. "I do hope you find it comfortable." He shows us to the room. I smile at him "Thanks for having us." he nods "It's a pleasure to be in consideration of little Yyvonnes base." he answers. "I'd feel better if she stayed in this base," Kogen states. I look up at him before turning back to Roy. He nods "A friend's child is our priority." he chuckles. "Well, on that note I should make myself scarce." He turns and starts walking away. He waves us goodbye before turning the corner back towards the dining room. I feel the cold creeping back into my body and decide to head into the room. I walk in and find it's very large compared to the other rooms. I see they have a little Kitchen a bathroom and a closet. "Woah this is a full studio," I mutter seeing our new bags of clothes have been placed on the bed. I look at my clothes seeing the PJs Kogen got for me. I pick up some underwear and a towel. "I'm going to shower first." I point to the bathroom. Kogen follows my finger to the restroom and nods. "Hold on." He tries to stop me. "I called dibs first!" I answer quickly running to the restroom. I had been tracking my periods and thankfully I wasn't near ovulation this month so hopefully my taunts have only been little taunts. I start stripping my clothes knowing Kogen would be out of his mind to go into the restroom with me. I dropped my shirt and kicked off my pants when I remembered 'We've showered together before!' I turn to quickly lock the door only for Kogen to walk in. I blush "D...Do you w...want to shower together tonight?" I ask nervously. 'I've been taunting this man the entire trip here.' I feared the consequences of my actions. He says nothing and simply removes his shirt unbuttoning his pants. I turn away from him 'Oh fuck!' I feel so conflicted with myself. On one part of myself, I do want to restart the intimacy we loved to share before but, another part of me feared getting pregnant again. 'what if I fail to protect this next baby too?' I feel my urge to feel my husband's body go numb. I feel my bra stop suffocating my breasts. I looked at Kogen who seemed to notice my hesitation. "Are you not ready?" he asks. I know he would understand If I said I wasn't. He kisses my shoulder "We can just shower if you don't feel comfortable yet." he offers. I feel my heart ache and my stomach heat up. 'You are always so willing to discard your needs.' I close my eyes feeling his lips tenderly kiss my skin. I put my hand on his cheek feeling his fingers ghost my skin on their way to remove the last piece of clothes on me. The numbness is shoved away replaced with excitement. "Hm, I thought you would make me change my mind." I taunt playfully. He lets out a thoughtful groan "Hm Are you trying to test me?" he asks. I giggle "Test you? why?" I ask turning myself to face him. I tossed my bra away and kissed his lips. "Hm you've been getting too close to Troy." he mutters as I pull away. I try not to smile at his jealousy. "Are you upset with me?" I ask. His eyes seem so ready to devour me. " No." He answers. He grabs my ass with both his hands I gasp. He moves his hands down to my thighs "I've seen the way you are." he tells me. I gasp as he lifts me by the thighs. I grab his shoulders so I don't fall he sits on the stool in the room. "You've been watching me?" I ask feeling his cock press against my cunt. He nods "I'm always watching you." he answers before kissing my neck. I roll my head back to give him space. I can feel the heat in my body start to feel feverish. I close my eyes focusing on his lips and fingers. "The way you walk and when you laugh." He tells me. I shiver when his fingers find my clit I move back a bit to give him space. "I watch you all the time." He whispers against my skin. I feel so embarrassed that he's been keeping an eye on me. "You look so beautiful when you find something interesting." He kisses my jaw. I look at him feeling so shy with his words. He moves his hand away from my clit "turn the other way." he tells me. I nod doing as he says I stand up and sit facing away from him. I frown not liking how he is hiding from me. His hands return to their mission. I flinch excited by the sensation he kisses my shoulder some more. "I love it when you try to make me seem like less of a monster." he whispers. I frown "Less of a monster?" I ask. He chuckles "Do you not agree with me?" he asks. I press my back on him letting out a moan. "You aren't a monster." I refuse his statement. He chuckles against my skin sending shivers into me. My moans stopped him from speaking any more of those untrue statements. I want nothing more than to erase that word from describing him. I arch my back feeling so close. "Show me." he demands quietly. I turn to him locking eyes with him. Showing him how good he was making me feel. I feel my thighs try to close he holds my right knee so I wouldn't. My clit throbs delightfully sending shocks of pleasure through my body as Kogen keeps rubbing my clit. I did not like how I could not see him or touch him. I grab his arm as my body threatens to curl up from the throbs. I turn my face away from him feeling like my breath stunk. He takes my chin and guides my face back to him. I shake my head "M...my breath stinks." I whisper. He kisses me not stopping his fingers. I moan into the kiss feeling so sensitive to the touch. He stuffs his tongue into my mouth to keep me still. My moans seem to echo in his mouth the closer I get to another orgasm. I grab his hand holding it there so close to an orgasm. I didn't want him to stop I wanted the relief of an orgasm. I pull away from the kiss gasping for air unable to hold back the visceral moan that escapes my throat. He watched me as I lift my hips unable to stay still as his fingers insist on rubbing my clit. My insides throbbed so hard demanding penetration. I choke on my breaths Kogen releases my chin and grabs my hip. He sits me back onto his lap holding me there despite my body's desire to get away. I start kissing his jaw needing some way to redirect my need to touch him. My mind starts to grow foggy and I can't think so straight. "F... Fuck." I whimper as his fingers strive for another orgasm. I suck on his skin trying my hardest to stay sane. "K...Kogen.." I groan unable to withstand the demanding throbs of my insides. "I... inside." I moan loudly. He lets out a deep groan letting me know how hard he was trying not to act on it. I grab his cheek turning him to face me. "Kogen, I need you inside." I beg for him to fuck me. He stops his fingers I gasp unhappy he had stopped. "get up a little." he demands quietly. I do as he says feeling the tip of his cock press against my cunt. 'Yes!' I try to lower my hips but he stops me. I frown unhappy with his refusal. He lowers my hips slowly pushing against my throbbing flesh. I grab his thighs excitedly waiting for him to fill me. I take a deep breath once I am down. 'oh fuck it's been a while.' I can feel how it stings again. He holds me down letting out a very pleased huff. "So tight." He groans. I try not to move despite how desperate I feel to move. I tried to calm myself down a little bit before I did anything too hasty. Kogen moves his hand back down to my clit. I gasp feeling his fingers start to rub my clit again. I arch my back "Oh!" I moan feeling my body throb again. I flinch feeling his cock press against my favorite spot. "F...fuck!" I lean forwards feeling overwhelmed by how spot on his cock was and how the throbbing in my walls only made it more intense. "Audrey, lean back." he orders. I shake my head "Oh fuck... it's too much!" I moan feeling his size so well and how hard he was. "Audrey." He grunts. I grab his knees 'Oh god I think this is how I'll die!' I lean back forced by the demanding muscles in my body. I press my back against Kogen's chest "Oh my g..." My throat hurts as I moan viscerally to my orgasm. "Fuck Audrey!" Kogen groans holding my hip down so I wouldn't move. "S.... Too G... Good!" I moan my train of thought snapping into a vast field of nothingness. All my mind can register is Kogen's nearly silent moans of delight. "you're sucking me in." he kisses my cheek. He stops his fingers holding my thighs down as I ride my high. I want to move I want to feel him fuck me. I can feel my insides furiously twitch and throb around him. I grab his neck feeling him get up. "K..Kogen!?" I shudder feeling him slip out slightly. "No.. don't pull out." I protest. "This spot isn't comfortable." he tells me. He grabs my thighs holding my legs open standing in front of the mirror I feel so embarrassed. He chuckles "You always take me so well." he teases. I grab his arms "You are sucking me so hard." he narrates. I blush unable to stand how he's teasing me. He turns away from the mirror "But this isn't where I want to be." he chuckles walking to the bathroom door. "Open the door." He orders I lean forwards grabbing the door knob he thrusts his hip. I grab the wall letting out a pleased moan. 'is he going to fuck me against the wall!?' I shivered excited to feel what it was like. He starts thrusting his hip again bumping against my favorite spot over and over. My mind starts to swim the closer I get 'Oh fuck!' I close my eyes "Yes!" I moan getting so close. "More!" I demand feeling right at the precipice of an orgasm. Kogen stops moving I frown "N...No why!?" I demand "Open the door." he orders breathlessly. I grab his arm pulling myself up as I open the door. He walks over to the bed letting me crawl up onto it while he holds my thighs. I find my spot just wanting him to keep going. He puts my legs down on the bed. I hold myself up on my knees and palms. "Kogen please." I demand. He chuckles "My how needy my wife is." he teases. I look up at him and nod "I need you so much." I agree. He bites his lip before grabbing my hips. "Hm how spoiled I've made you." he taunts. I nod "Spoiled rotten." I agree which earns me a chuckle. He thrusts his hip his skin slaps against my ass sending a thrill through my body. "Oh right there!" I moan wanting more I arch my back. He grunts as he starts moving carefully at first as if to anger me. I shake my head "Rougher." I demand he stop with his games. He chuckles "You want this?" He questions as he stuffs his cock in one go hitting my cervix and spot all at once. I moan grabbing the bed sheets "Yes! yes! more." I demand. He chuckles and returns to his careful movements. I shake my head "Kogen," I whine spreading my legs as wide as I can arching my back to give him more space. "Submitting?" He mocks. I frown hating how he mocked my need for him. I nod "Fuck yes... I can't take it when you are being gentle." I don't refuse. I watch him knit his brows before letting out a chuckle. "Enough to submit?" he asks. I frown again he seems to hate the Idea of me giving in. I feel like his goal tonight was to torture me. I hide my face in the blankets 'Yes! Yes! For you, I'd submit without a fight! I'd do whatever you want.' I want to shout at him. I gather my thoughts and look at him. His eyes watched me carefully as if daring me to say I would. 'Does he hate the idea of me submitting?' I wonder unsure of what he would do or say. I bite my lips "Kogen." I whine feeling so unsure of myself. "Kogen, Am I wrong for submitting to my husband?" I ask honestly. He did not frown nor did he smile. "Why would you?" he asks. He lets go of my hips before pulling out. I frown falling onto my ass I turn to him. "Why not?" I ask. He keeps his eyes locked on me waiting for me to waver. "Why do you want to do that?" he asks. I cross my legs "Why? you ask as if you don't already know." I answer. I turn to the wall annoyed he would question why I would submit to the man I have chosen to marry and live my life with. "Why." he repeats. I turn to him "I love you. Kogen, I respect you as a person and your ability. There is nobody more perfect for me to submit to." I explain. He didn't seem to like the answer. "Is that all?" he asks. "what do you mean is that all!?" I ask. He turns his eyes away from me nervously. "W... well I don't think that's enough reason for you to be submitting to something like me." He states. I get up annoyed he was saying something like that. "Something like you!?" I ask feeling so frustrated. "Why don't you consider yourself a person!?" I ask shoving him. "I am not." he answers. I frown shoving him again. "You are a person! You are somebody! You are you! why do you think you are not!?" I demand. He looks at me startled by the anger I am showing. "I love you! I want to be with you all the time! I want to carry your scent or be around it all the time!" I shove him to the wall. 'why!? why is he!?' I flinch 'Is he..' I step back realizing I have been stepping onto something I didn't know. I take a deep breath to calm down. "Kogen, honey." I cup his face. "I'm not sure what makes you think you are not a person or a being worthy of being accepted but, I want you to understand that I love you and see you as a person." I sigh "This ruined your mood." I murmur. I get on my toes and kiss him. "We should wash up and head to bed." I can see he was too stunned to move. 'I shouldn't have lost my temper like that.' I sigh hating myself for being so stupid. I grab his arm and lead him back into the restroom.