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Lucky strike

"Breathe me in, exhale slow
Take me to anywhere you wanna go"

Leehan stared into his coffee cup, swirling the liquid around absently. He wasn't sure where to start. It had been weeks since everything had changed, and now, sitting here with Jaehyun, he was finally ready to talk about it.

"So, what's going on with you and Taesan?" Jaehyun asked, setting down his cup and leaning forward with interest. He knew there was something up, but Leehan had been avoiding the topic for a while.

Leehan hesitated, taking a deep breath. He could feel his heart beat faster just at the mention of Taesan's name. How could he even begin to explain this?

"Taesan... he's..." Leehan trailed off, trying to gather his thoughts, but all he could picture was Taesan's smirk, the way his presence always seemed to pull him in.

Jaehyun raised an eyebrow. "Come on, don't tell me you're still denying it. You've been acting weird around him."

Leehan laughed awkwardly, his fingers tapping against the cup. "I don't know, Jaehyun. He's... different now." He looked up at his friend, his face conflicted. "He's always been a little too... intense, you know? Like, I can't figure him out."

Jaehyun leaned back, crossing his arms, waiting for Leehan to continue.

Leehan ran a hand through his hair, trying to put into words what he couldn't explain. "There are times when I think I hate him, and then..." He sighed deeply, looking at Jaehyun with a mix of frustration and longing. "...and then he says things that make me feel like I'm not in control anymore. Like I'm addicted to whatever he's doing to me."

Jaehyun raised an eyebrow, his interest piqued. "What do you mean? Like what kind of things?"

Leehan shifted in his seat, feeling embarrassed. "He said something the other day... and I can't stop thinking about it.He makes me feel special." His voice lowered, his chest tight as he recalled the moment. He said"He knows how to love me better." And I couldn't even look him in the eye after that. It was like he had me right where he wanted me, and I couldn't get out."

Jaehyun blinked, clearly surprised. "Whoa, he said that?" He chuckled softly, leaning back again. "Taesan really knows how to make an impact, huh?"

Leehan shook his head. "Yeah, but it's more than that. It's not just the words. It's the way he is around me. It's like he... owns the space we're in, and I can't breathe without him in it."

He looked up at Jaehyun, his eyes distant. "It's like... he pulls me in and makes me feel things I didn't even know I could feel. And when he smiles that smug smile and sings, 

"I wanna tip toe through your bliss, boy
Get lost the more I find ya
Oh, don't wanna miss a second of this, boy
Hold tight and love me longer"

Looking right in my eye .I swear, my heart just skips a beat. I don't know what's happening to me."

Jaehyun paused, staring at Leehan in stunned silence before he broke out into laughter. "Man, you've got it bad.""But you said sing?"

"Yea..One of my favourite songs"lucky strike"."

Leehan sighed. "And I know. It's like I'm addicted to him. Every time I push him away, he pulls me back in even harder. I don't know what to do anymore."

He is like a hit of dopamine,he makes me feel higher than i've ever been.

Jaehyun shook his head, still amused. "Taesan's a lot of things, but he's definitely not subtle." He leaned forward, his tone serious. "You've gotta figure out what you want, Leehan. If you keep playing games with yourself, it's just gonna keep getting worse."

Leehan bit his lip, his fingers fiddling with his cup. "It's like he knows exactly what to say to make me lose control. When he said," Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy"

 It was like I couldn't breathe. I thought I could resist, but every word he says makes it harder and harder."

Jaehyun watched him closely. "Leehan, it sounds like you want him to do that." He grinned teasingly. "I don't think you're as immune to him as you think you are."

Leehan's heart raced again. "I don't want to want him, but I do. I hate it, but I can't stop it." His voice dropped to a whisper, almost as if confessing to himself more than to Jaehyun. "He makes me feel like I'm just another part of his game. And I hate how much I like it."

Jaehyun's expression softened as he considered Leehan's words. "Sounds like you're already halfway there, whether you admit it or not."

Leehan sighed, his mind a mess of emotions. "I don't even know what's real anymore. He makes me feel like I'm high, Jaehyun. "He said "Tell me all the was to love you"t to ME ???straight into y eye worst part It felt very sincere and I'm not even sure what he's doing to me."

Jaehyun chuckled, shaking his head. "You're in way deeper than you realize."

Leehan smiled faintly, though his thoughts were still tangled up in Taesan. "Yeah... I guess I am."

"He could take me anywhere 
and
I'd go with him"