Mood: 🫣
Hello! Handa ka na ba?
Ready saan? Hindi mo naman sinabi na may gagawin pala.
Tangek! Nagtatanong ako tungkol mangyayari sa iyo.
Wala namang nagaganap sa akin ah! What is there to prepare for?
Ibang klase ka talaga. To all the possibilities. To yourself?
To my what? May bagay ba ako na hindi ko alam?
Mayroon. And it is for you to find out.
Bakit ako pa kailangang maghanap? May ideya ka ano?
Not exactly that I know, but prediction as to what may happen in the future.
At kailan ka pa naging manghuhula?
I am not a shaman or anything. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay may tiyansang magkaroon nang ganoon kung mapapatunayan ngang magagawa iyon.
So are you saying that idea will come on to me I just let it be?
Of course. But hey, may mga paraan pa rin naman para mabago iyon.
Is that nice or naughty? Hey, patapos na ang season, why make assumptions that are not proven?
Wala naman akong sinasabing paniwalaan mo e. Kahit valid man or legit, o hindi, pinapaalahanan lang kita na brace yourself to all of the things that may come into you.
You are surely making me wonder what that is. I do not know if it is dangerous or safe.
Wala naman iyan kung delikado na kinakailangan mong mag-ingat. Ang dapt ay maging alerto ka no matter how risky it takes.
Ngunit paano kung binigla ka? Mapipigilan pa ba iyon?
Kasalanan na ng mga nagpa-apekto sa iyo. Kaya kita binibigyan ng awareness ay para hindi ka masaktan. Kase kung alerto ka, yung level ng lala ay hindi kagaya ng wala kang kamalayan.
Hirap naman. Hindi ko naman basta macoconduct kyan nang maayos lang. Lalo na kung we are just getting there when all of a sudden may ka-pish na tatama sa iyo.
But you can control it. That is do not let your emotions weaken who you are but instead, fight for it and maintain what you have before even though the incident is during. So that there is no more after effect.
You sound like that would be easy. E hindi naman controllable ang nasa kapaligiran. There are things or people out there who would rather ruin you than just ignore it.
Kaya nga nireremind kita hindi ba? If you want to be better for yourself, you must get a hold of the worst possible outcome.
Do you believe I may be able to do that?
Yes! You can do it. Ikaw pa? With all of what was done in these past few months, I truly had a hunch that you learned from something.
Yeah. Those realizations and reflections helped me who I am and step forward to be the next person I wanted to be.
So stepped right up and show the fresh version of you. Na hindi ka na si basta person, ikaw yung dapat seryosohin.
Pero paano kung walang nagbago? Patuloy lang? O hindi kaya ang malala pa, mas hihigit pa ang hirap sa kasalukuyan kaysa sa nakaraan?
You never know unless you are in the battle. Napakarami mo nang knowledge. Tend to apply all of them and use them to make sense.
Ang galing ha! Parang hindi mo kilala ang mga out there. Walang transparent. Anytime they can unleash their hoobaloos then hit me with the words or actions they wanted to interpret.
And do you feel threatened enough with that? You do realize you can make it as a strength and have the opportunity to fight back?
But that would be risky. Maraming madadamay that could even shatter the dreams and reputation I have been holding on.
Hindi ko naman sinabing sirain mo buhay mo na maging harsh ka? What I meant to say was you can throw back by doing what wull make them shut up.
And if that repeats once again? Should I repeat what you had just said?
Correct. I know there may be a part wherein they would not stop, at nasa sa atin na iyon kung paano natin ihahandle.
Just solve right away? Then if that is the case, paano maging unbothered? Hindi ka bastang makaka-turn the blind eye, make your ears deaf, or mute your mouth in that instant. Lalo na kung hindi mo siya kaya.
Address it. Make them know and experience kung gaano ka saklap ang ginagawa nila. That within those panghuhusga, hindi nila kilala kung sinong kanilang kinakalaban.
Wait bakit dumaan sa husga? Ganoon ba sa palagay mo ang aking problema?
I am just setting a sample. Oo maaring kahusga-husga tayo but they do not have the right to disrespect us.
Ang hirap naman kase lalona kung wala kang napapatunayan. Kaya ang gagawin nila ay kung anong nasisilayan, have the impression. Yung bad.
Kay if I were you, I would make them wrong. Hindi sila ang mga dapat sundin. That you can be successful and not let others go into your way.
Why do have to be flawed? There is no uniqueness within it. But purely discrimination. That is why we are being judged.
Having those judgements does not mean we should take consider it. Napaka mali non dahil sinisira nito buon pagkatao.
Okay sana kung mga pinagpala sa sanlibutan e. Kaso mas marami naman silang mga bagay na kahusga husga tulad ng aksyong binibigay nila.
So you need to slap or punch them indirectly by showing who is the one that should be judged. Make them fear you.
You make it treat it like I should act like a king or a queen.
Ganon naman e. Hindi porket lay low ka that does not mean they will role themselves as someone high. Hindi para sa lahat ang husga depende na lang kung may kasalanang hindi kaaya-aya.
But still, avoiding it cannot be fixed. Yep, there should be preparation but I do not want that naman e. Yung mahusgahan nang ganon na lang.
And the only way that you can do para mabawasan o walang mang-husga ay to be a predator than a prey.
I just want to be at peace alam mo naman iyan. Sige, kung gusto akong mapansin, that should be sa center of attraction, hindi attention cause that sucks.
Well that is how it is. Kaya nga hinahanda ka na sa mundo. Just be yourself. Maging artista ka na dedma sa bashers and appreciate sa fans. Mas may silbi pa iyon.
That is such a hilarious example. But I know it is effective. I guess I will do it.
Ngayon mabalik tayo sa nauna, can you start your engine?
I am not sure. But I will ensure that it is worthwhile and have it for me. No one can touch me. You cannot touch this.
That is the spirit! Just absorb what you have gathered and free yourself to do the things that will make you describe yourself. Identify.
Noted. Do not judge others. Do not judge them. Do not judge me.
BINABASA MO ANG
Don't JUDGE Me
Non-FictionAn intrapersonal dialogue communication between me and myself. Just thoughts. Own monologue conversation with oneself.
