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no time was being wasted once i opened the door. clothes were all over the place. i did want us to take it slow after a while of kissing non-stop.

"hey.."

"hm?" she answered while still kissing me.

"tasia, i know you in a rush, but i wanna be gentle with you for right now. i know that you're not ready to get straight into it like that just yet."

she was only ready because she didn't know the feeling it would give her the first time since she's never felt it.

"but im ready. i know i am."

"do you know? do you really know?" 

"yes, i guess. i don't know." she looked off to the side.

"look at me– slow, okay?"

"okay."

she laid there underneath me, i couldn't help but stare and take in her beautiful features. this woman belonged to me, and i wanted to make sure she never forgot it.

"is it okay if i touch you?"

"y-yes" her breathing hitched as i caressed her breast while making my mark on her neck.

i licked from her neck down to her left nipple sucking it like a lollipop. moving to the other one, giving it the same attention. her moans were low and soft.

moving on down her stomach, i made sure to leave kisses on each spot i came in contact with. i left my mark on that, too.

i got to her inner thighs, kissing each one numerous times. i could hear how hard she was breathing from above.

i got up to take my shirt off, leaving me in a sports bra and underwear.

"lift up" i slowly pulled her thong off. she was shy– her forearm immediately went to cover her eyes. i didn't bother telling her to move her arm and look at me because it was gonna happen eventually.

i stared up into her soul as i went down on her. putting both of her legs on my shoulders, i kissed her pretty pearl before slowly swirling my tongue around it. she tensed up at the feeling. i felt her fingers run through my hair, moving my head where she wanted it. i went deeper, sticking my tongue in her, slowly pushing it in and out.

"oh baby..." she moaned softly, squeezing my face with her thighs.

i placed my hands under her legs and pushed them to her chest, dragging my nose and mouth through her folds. she placed her hands on my arms, slowly rubbing them as she slightly arched from the bed. she whimpered, using one hand to grab the sheet.

she was becoming impatient at my slow movements until i began sucking on her clit which made her unwind even more than before. both of her hands were now gripping the sheets as she her body arched upward a little. her mouth fell agape, letting out inaudible sounds.

i held that position until i felt the vibrations slowly come through her body. i tugged on her clit making her hands fly to my head and push it back a little. i grabbed her hands and placed them on her side.

"shhhiiit..." her eyes flew to the back of her head. i enjoyed watching her reactions while under my touch. i hummed, releasing her from my mouth just to take her right back in. i think i might have had a bit of separation anxiety just then. she bit her lip to hold back her moans.

"you taste...." i trailed off sticking my tongue back inside of her, "so fucking good."

"fuck! taraji..." she whimpered, letting out breathless moans. i began to tongue fuck her earning small gasps as i dipped in and out. i went back to sucking on her pearl.

"oh my f– tara– baby..." her body shook underneath me. i stayed in one position, watching as her mouth widened with no sounds while her eyes rolled to the back of her head.

she started pushing my head away, "please baby pl–" she then attempted to crawled up the bed using the sheets, i gripped her thighs to keep her right where i wanted her to be. her back was completely off the bed. she closed her thighs around my face, leaving me no room to breathe. my hair was damn near pulled off my scalp, "i-i have to p-pee baby..." if only she knew.

"cum for me." i spoke, placing her back in my mouth. i slipped to fingers in her, starting off slow, letting her get adjusted to them before my pace increased. she shut her eyes tightly, falling back into the bed. she looked sexy begging, but i wasn't gonna stop until she gave me what i wanted. i could feel her tighten around my fingers, meaning she was close. i let go of her pearl and got up, placing my lips on hers while continuing to thrust my fingers in and out of her. her legs closed around my arm.

"give me what i want. you can do it." i slipped my tongue in her mouth. she was fighting for dominace, and i let her win, "you see how good you taste? hm?" i moved down to her neck and sucked the spots i could reach.

"raji w– shit shit shit..." she grabbed my wrist, arching her back.

"move yo hand" she removed it, digging her nails in my shoulder, "just give it to me, mama. cum for me."

"i cant– oh my God...." she said in a whisper.

"stop telling me what the fuck you can't do." i whispered in her ear and went back to sucking her neck. i curved my fingers, sending her over the edge.

"oh fuck‐ oh fuck- oh fuck." her breathing hitched as her hand flew back down to grab my wrist. i pressed down on her clit causing her to go into another arch. her body shook as she released all over my fingers. i smiled while going down to clean her up. her body jerked

"good girl."

"i-im embarrassed."

"of what?"

"i...i pissed everywhere."

"no, you just released two fluids at once. it's normal, i promise."

"i didn't think i could do that."

"well, you did it." i grabbed her neck and kissed her passionately. she grabbed the band of my underwear.

"i wanna feel you now."

"not yet, mama." i pulled back, walking into the bathroom.

"are you serious?" i started the shower and walked back into the room.

"more serious than a heart attack. im not gonna make love to you in a hotel room while we're under the influence."

"so what was this?"

"a little birthday head. i want us to be sober with clear minds before we jump straight into that. i wouldn't be able to forgive myself i ever did that with liquor in our systems for your first time. we  wouldn't even remember how special it was, so yes, im serious."

"come here." i climbed back into the bed. she grabbed my face and pulled me into a deep kiss, "im so grateful for you."

"im more than grateful for you. oh, and i can't stop overthinking about how i made you cry while i planned these things."

"it's okay, we're not gonna talk about that"

"no, but we need to. well, i want to. i just wish i had done something other than that. you know? i um.. it hurt me even though i was planning and everything i didn't like that. i was so close to telling you what i had planned, but tab was like no not yet, raji. i just want you to know that im really, really sorry, and ill do anything to make it up to you."

"hey, look, you made it up to me by replacing those tears with smiles and tears of joy. everything you did tonight for me made up for that. dont feel guilty about something that resulted in making me happier than ever.this is the happiest i've been in my twenty-seven years of living, and that is because of you so.." she trailed off, pecking my lips, "thank you, baby, for giving me a reason to smile. ill never forget this night, and that's because of you." she wiped my eyes.

"you're welcome, beautiful." i kissed her one last time, "come on, the shower is calling our asses."

"im a princess, carry me, please."

"oh God, you sound like laila." i laughed picking her up bridal style.

"thats who i got it from." we laughed.

forever & always.. <3