Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)

Chapter 39

"Wait what?" I start laughing in my dad's face. He usually tells me he likes the guys I fuck. We just laugh around at them and I tell him how they make me feel.. but this time is different.

"You heard me Cher. You are not allowed to see him anymore." He says harshly and I'm just confused as f.uck.
"Dad ... do you hear yourself?" I ask furrowing my brows. "Cher honey, yes. And I don't like you dating Ashton's son." He tells me like he actually has a say in who I am dating and who not.

"Well first of all we're not dating and second of all, even if we were, you wouldn't get to tell me to stop seeing him. It's my choice, not yours dad." I'm kind of pissed off honestly. I thought me and dsd had a bound and that we are actually friends. But for a while I feel like there's a lot of secrets between us and I don't like it ...

"Cher, I just want what's best for you." Dad says soften up his tone. "I know that what you tell me is coming from a loving place, but dad ...it's my life.. plus how many guys didn't I just fucked with.. he's no different." I feel like I'm even lying to myself.

"Ok stop. You are not a slut! Ok? I knew the guys you messed around with and those were good kids ..but him? Cher ...he grew up in a pretty fucked up famil-" "Ok stop just there dad. Just because 'you knew' Jax's father, that doesn't mean he's like his dad... ok? And don't tell me how good kids were those guys before Jax, because you and I both know they were so much worse than Jax. He's smart, he's kind and I can feel a stronger connection with him ... I can't explain it to you... but no way in hell I'm gonna lose that because you tell me so." I stand my ground and I just want to leave the house.

"You sound exactly like - ... Cheryl he's nit good enough for you." He growls and I get a little scared.
"Dad, we're just friends." I admit it finally. Well it's true, we are just friends. As much as we know we are not interested in a deeper relationship that friendship ...ok plus its benefits ..but that's all.

"You just told me how connected you feel to him and now you say you are just friends. Cher this is not up for discussion. You won't see him anymore." He growls again raising his voice and I just turn around to leave in my room.
"Cheryl look at me." I just freeze at his sharpness. "I'm very serious about it." He adds and I don't say anything anymore.

"He's no good." He says after a brief pause. I mutter a "whatever" and leave. Who he thinks he is to tell me who I should see and who not? My rage is growing inside and I feel like I'm about to explode.
I pick up the pencil and take a white sheet and start scratching on it until it's all black than I rip it apart and I'm still infuriated with my dad.

I take my bike and drive ti the one person that I know will make all of this better.
"Hey Josh." I smile entering in his room.
"Hey ...are you ok?" He asks knowing me pretty well. I just sigh and go sit in his bed. "Jax?" He asks.
"Dad? He doesn't think Jax is good enough for me. But we're just friends ... not even. He jist doesn't aprove with him." I say and Josh nods.

"Well he's your father. He has the right to worry about his daughter. " he smiles and caresses my leg slowly.
"Yeah but he was always so supportive of any guy I was with and he can't stand Jax ...and we're not even dating. I don't think we'll ever be. But I'm good with this tutoring with benefits thing." I smile and Josh acts surprised.

"Ok there. You have some explanations to give. And don't worry abiut your dad. He'll come around. He's just acting fatherly." Well at least I feel better abiut it now.
I spend the rest of the evening hanging out with Josh.

***
My dad didn't say much about Jax as I haven't exactly talked to him for like two days and he decided to put it off. He's been ok after that. He told me to be careful, and since then Jax actually came to my place for four five times and dad didn't comment anything so I guess it's all good now.