Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)

Chapter 54

"No talking?" I ask him sitting on the couch in his living room, where we used to do math a long time ago.

He follows me in slow steps and looks at me studying my moves.
He shakes his head slowly letting a light smile appear in the corners of his mouth.
"Ok." I state hearing the bell ringing.
"I'll get it." he says and I follow him with my eyes.

He opens the door and picks up the box and pays the delivery guy.
Luke seats next to me and opens it spreading pizza smell in the room. Ughh I'm starving.

We eat silently, neither of us saying anything. He watches me and I watch him. It's like it all happens in slow motion. I see him smiling as he stares at me.
"Why are you smiling?" I ask not being able to hide a smile either.
"I'm drunk." he states and I chuckle at the words.

"I don't even know if this is actually happening." he adds studying my face. "It is." I say staring back at him.
He squeezes his eyes amd stands up.

"I'll make coffee. Want one?" he asks and I nod.
"Sure." I wander around as he's doing his thing in the kitchen and I see his vinyl player scratching the same album.

I start it again and in that silent house the voice of Jake Owen fills every room.
I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk

I don't know your friends
Don't know where you've been-

I smile as I hear this song, it reminds me of the time it got stuck and all day would play this song.
"Coffee' s ready." Luke smiles looking at me holding twi cups in his hands.

I go to him and after I drink once I'm looking at him and we both start singing the verse it's on.
"Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay" we start laughing as we both got the brilliant idea of singing at the same time.
"This song gave me night terrors." he laughs.
"I know. We had to unplug the player and wait for the battery to drain for 24 hours" I laugh remembering how we didn't exactly slept that night. We sang this song the whole day, sometimes it would've get really frustrating., but we couldn't leave the house.

"Man, hope it won't be stuck like that again." he smile drinking from his mug. "Yeah. at least the song is nice."
We sit on the couch and as the song is about to change I stand up.

"I'll go stop it now." I inform him and he nods. "ok." As I get there Jake's voice starts singing the next track.
We all want what we ain't got,
Our favorite doors are always locked.
On a higher hill with a taller top,
We all want what we ain't got.

(a/n. it's awsome if you listen to the song while you're reading this.)

I stop my steps in front of the vinyl player and can't move as the song is so ...true. It touched me.

We ain't happy where we are,
There's greener grass in the neighbors yard.
A bigger house and a faster car,
We ain't happy where we are.

I hear Luke behind me coming even closer.
All I want is what I had,
I'd trade it all just to get her back.

Luke stops the player sighing. I hear his breath on my back and for some reasons I turn the music back on.
She's moving on, but I guess I'm not..
Yeah we all want what we ain't got..

We all wish it didn't hurt,
When you try your best and it doesn't work.
And goodbye's such a painful word,
We all wish it didn't hurt.

I turn around and see him with his eyes closed, not able to hold the tear from rolling on his cheek. I wipe it with my thumb and he opens his eyes quickly, embarrassed of being caught
"It's okay Luke" "no talking? " he whispers. "ok. no talking." honestly, words are just gonna ruin this.