"Luke? Fuck where are you babe?" My sight is blured by my tears and pain.
Some doctors keep checking me and I can't stay still.
"She needs to go to the hospital, she has external bleeding and we wouldn't risk an internal one." The nurse says and I simply won't move.
"I'm not going anywhere.. Not until I find Luke." I tell them and the nurse is giving me some shot and I feel my eyelids crashing.
The sounds fade and everything seems black again, even my thoughts are fadey.
I open my eyes to see I'm plugged to a hospital bad with mom staring at me.
Damn these lights are so strong for my eyes right now.
"I leave you a day without me and you end up in a hospital again?" She jokes and I furrow. I have no idea how the hell that happen.
It was the new year's party and I fell asleep..
"Luke.." I whisper my thoughts coming back to me. He was nowhere to be seen last night. "Y/N, you should rest now." Mom says not eve minding me.
"Mom, where's Luke?" I ask again and she doesn't look at me. "MOM!!" I yell and I see her biting her lip holding up a tear.
"He .. He's... They couldn't find him.." "No no no, mom they have to!"
"Kids say they last saw him going inside ..for you." She whispers and I hear my heart beat raising and feel tears cleaning up my face.
"Local police is searching for bodies and they found 5 already-" "noo mom... Hmhe got me out, he can't be ...can't be dead." I cry and she hugs me.
"Sweetie, Jenny saw you getting out yourself, on your feet. He never got out baby." Mom tells me and I feel my chest hurting as it can't handle this.
"He's not dead." I whisper feeling like I'm about to throw up...
My mom doesn't say anything just hugs me.I suddenly feel my arm hurt like hell and when I look at it it's full with bandages.
"A wooden stick got through your arm, they prezume it fell in the fire on you." Mom explains noticing me.
"Can I see him?" I ask crying and my mom looks confused. "Who?" She asks.
"Mom, he can't be dead.. He said I'll be his forever and he can't do this. He can't be gone forever." I cry and mom cries along with me.
"You should rest sweetheart." Mom says and leaves me alone in the room.
"He can't be dead ... He's not dead." I keep repeating in whisper to myself.
I see himself near my hospital bed tugging some hair being my ear. "You're beautiful Y/N, I love you." He kisses my cheek and I feel his parfume.
I open my eyes again and I'm alone. I feel tears running down my cheeks. And I close my eyes again.
"Y/N, open your eyes baby, please stay with me. Come on." I see Luke wrapping his arms around my body lifting me from the wooden floor. "Oh.. God help me." I hear him as we pass through a blade of fire.
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Teach me (L. Hemmings Smut FF)
Fanfiction"You thought it was impossible and yet you fell in love with me..." "you taught me how to love" "and then you died. Teach me how to live without you." "I can't do that now babe."